I'm so excited, my day is all planned out! I'm going to my friend's house after work (totes leaving early) to play Smash Bros Brawl and eat Peruvian food. Then I have a dinner at my other friend's house, and a bunch of my buddies are going  I don't know if I'll get to see j1 today, but that would be the icing on the cake
I think I'm loosing some of my obsession for him, which I guess is a good thing... right? Though I kinda liked being obsessed with him. OH which reminds me of a conversation we had last night. Oh this is totes gonna be TMI, so stop reading if you're not ready to hear about some naughty stuff.
So I've never had anal sex.. and I'm kinda terrified of it (for OBVIOUS reasons!) but I feel like I gotta at least try it once, to say I've done it, ya know? We he said he'd be down for trying it with me. He's only tried it once before (with his ex) and he said it didn't work! (Like he couldn't get it in cause it hurt her a lot, even with lube and stuff) and I'm so convinced the same thing will happen to me! I mean it's not like I'm gonna do it tonight, or even anytime soon. But still. It's exciting but terrifying at the same time!
Ugh I kinda just wanna go cuddle with him right now. lol I never thought I'd say that, because before we started having sex, he asked me to cuddle with him and I was just like "uh no, wtf is wrong with you". I guess esp since I just got out of a relationship so I associated cuddling with loving someone. But I've come to know that cuddling is fine and awesome. Especially when you're tired!
By the way.. maybe I'm not done with the obsession, CAUSE MORE THAN HALF OF THIS ENTRY IS STILL ABOUT HIM! lol I'm hopeless. But I kinda want this feeling to last a while  |
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