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Beyond Belief
by A RedSox Fan

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"From Entrapment  To Infinity" *poem !WARNING!

08/17/2009

From Entrapment  To Infinity
8-17-2009
Jonathan

Now that the world is through with me
The guard said they have destroyed the key
It is only now too plane to see
Surrounded by 3 walls of concrete
One wall of meddle bars which my first prison meal passes through to eat
Hidious orange clothes and Velcro shoes on my feet

The devel is on my side
He gives me thoughts of suicide
I can not take these lies
Without a mirror, I can not see my own eyes
I count the days by the meals that are served
As my body becomes unnerved

I learned not to trust
Not to be honest
Not to love

It is my being to lie
To deceive
To make cry
To hurt

It is my duty to inflict pain
To rape
To kill
To burn the living
And torcher the dead

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Ooooh intense!

[»Scarlett's Mommy«|0 likes] [|reply]

Very deep

[Simply*CarliseStar|0 likes] [|reply]

ryc - I understand that you're trying to make me feel better, and I greatly appreciate it, but I do have to bear it alone. Much in the same way that you have to bear your disability on your own. Even though your family is there for you, they do not suffer from your problem...and my family and friends do not suffer from my problems either.

The initial car accident that caused the damage was a one-car accident. It was my fault. Some of the issues are genetic which they only found after the accident. There is nobody that I can sue, unless I want to sue myself.

[~*Jodi*~Star|0 likes] [|reply]

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