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Beyond Belief
by A RedSox Fan

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Hope you are having a butterfly day

11/01/2010

I woke up today feeling down.
I thought about how every day for the last almost two years has been the same thing.

I wake up at what ever time my body wakes up.
I check the sport's news on espn.com and check my email.
I run on the treadmill from about 20-40 minnutes
I jump in the shower and then get dressed.
I go up stairs and have some food.
I come back to my bedroom, sometimes put on sports radio or music.
I chat with people sometimes on aim or look for jobs or look at personal ads or come on here.
then is dinner.
then is baseball
then I chat with people, look at more sports stuff and check email.
Then when ever I'm tired, I go to bed.

Today, my day started at 2pm... not that it matters

Bon Jovi
"My Guitar Lies Bleeding In My Arms"

Misery likes company, I like the way that sounds
I've been trying to find the meaning, so I can write it down
Staring out the window, it's such a long way down
I'd like to jump, but I'm afraid to hit the ground

I can't write a love song the way I feel today
I can't sing no song of hope, I got nothing to say
Life is feeling kind of strange, since you went away
I sing this song to you wherever you are
As my guitar lies bleeding in my arms

I'm tired of watching TV, it makes me want to scream
Outside the world is burning, man it's so hard to believe
Each day you know you're dying from the cradle to the grave
I get so numb sometimes, that I can't feel the pain

I can't write a love song the way I feel today
I can't sing no song of hope I've got nothing to say
Life is feeling kind of strange, it's strange enough these days
I send this song to you, whoever you are
As my guitar lies bleeding in my arms

Staring at the paper, I don't know what to write
I'll have my last cigarette-well, turn out the lights
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel a different way
But here im my delusion , I don't know what to say

I can't write a love song the way I feel today
I can't sing no song of hope I've got nothing to save
And I can't fight the feelings buried in my brains
I send this song to you, whoever you are
As my guitar lies bleeding

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჻ೋ჻ The diary is called NoJoMo 2010, every day they post writing prompts to help with writing each day for the month. They give 3 writing prompts and you can do all of them or just one or two of them, it's up to you. I do all 3. It's been great for me so far and I'm only on day 2 hahaha. I am enjoying it already. I think it would be great if you did it too! You still have time to do today's. They post the next day's prompts the night before so you have plenty of time to get them done.

It's amazing how intelligent and wise my 4 year old is. I am so thankful for her. ჻ೋ჻

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[Kate.Monster|0 likes] [|reply]

Nelson Cruz went deep!! Hopefully this will start a Ranger rally!!!!!

[already gone.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Well said!! It was definitely a great season...one of the best on awhile for me. I'm sad to see it go and that the Rangers probably aren't gonna be the champs. Okay here we gooo...Brian Wilson.....

[already gone.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

**HUGS**

[already gone.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Holy crap, I wish I could sleep in til 2 pm, or whenever my body wakes me up. That would be amazing. I haven't been able to do that since before Scarlett was born. lol

[»Scarlett's Mommy«|0 likes] [|reply]

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