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Beyond Belief
by A RedSox Fan

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Just another manic monday, how do I break the cycle?

01/04/2010

I woke up about 1pm, I looked at my email.
I got a few job responses from different companies. Mostly financial companies sending me general emails wanting an interview with me. I'll send the counseling company back an email when I'm more awake. I also got an email from the lady at the carroll center for the blind who is going to help me look for jobs. I also have to write an email to the computer specialist over there about a form I got from work and why my speach program is slowed down when I read that particular form. No other document I ever got-read, including my poetry document that is well over 100 pages, slows down my computer.

so it seems that this year is starting off the same as last year was.
Wake up at random times. Check emails and look for jobs. Apply to jobs and reply to interview requests.

I will have dinner with my parents about 6;30-7;30 then watch sports for the rest of the night while chatting on aim or msn.
When all the sports are over and I have noone to talk to, I will lay down and play games on line or do other things before I eventually get tired enough to fall asleep.
This is basicly the same routine for the last 370 days.

I want to know how I can break this cycle.
It is becoming very boring.
I want to break from this monotony.

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I don't know what to tell you, babe. I don't know how you can change the cycle, but at least you have job interviews.

[Kate.Monster|0 likes] [|reply]

To break a cycle then you have to do something to break it. You have to make a change somehow. Do something different.

[~*Jodi*~Star|0 likes] [|reply]

I hope you can get out of your rut!! Sounds like you need to spice things up a bit!!

[»Scarlett's Mommy«|0 likes] [|reply]

I know what you mean. The only thing I can suggest is to make a log of what you do in any given day and switch things up a little. You'll still be getting your work done, but a different order and maybe that will make the time a bit easier to tolerate.

[Kristin with an i|0 likes] [|reply]

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