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Beyond Belief
by A RedSox Fan

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My Texas trip 2012

05/26/2012

I finally finished writing about my trip.
Two things I want to say before you read this.
. I know this is really really long. I hope if you read it, you dont leave just a few word comment. If you want to read it in parts and leave me a few notes, that is ok too.
2. I did something that I am unsure how you will take. This is my diary and so I decided to write about it.

People in this story
Lisa, my best friend's sister who I went down to visit.
Matt, her boyfriend
Devin: their 19 month year old baby

Wednesday
Lisa picked me up at the airport with her baby and the stroller. She gave me a tight hug and said hi. I had my bag but her mom also sent a huge bag that was checked of Lisa’s nephew’s clothes that would fit Lisa’s baby now and by sending it with me, where jetblue you can check a bag for free, it saved her a lot of money.

We drove to her house. I had brought presents. I put them in a gift bag and brought it out for Lisa “I came baring gifts” There was a Red Sox shorts-tank top set for Devin and a Boston version of “good night moon” that is a historic tour book with pictures and the last thing was for Lisa. It was a picture of Lisa, her brother (my best friend) John and myself at his hs graduation. She said that me and her look the same but John looks different. He must have put on 60 LBS. Even when Matt came home and saw the picture hanging up. He asked Lisa who that guy was in the pic with me and her. He couldn’t believe it was John.

We just relaxed that day at her house. Lisa made her famous homemade spicy tomato sauce with ziti and homemade meatballs… yum
Listened to the Ranger’s game with Matt while Devin was playing and Lisa was cleaning up and then was in-out watching the game with us and doing other things around the house.

Thursday
dropped baby off at Matt’s mother’s. She told me that Matt’s niece and her two kids live with Matt’s mother. It’s a complex story. So we go in, sit and chat for a few moments. We go to leave and Devin is whimpering as he runs after us. (foreshadowing…) The grandmother picks up Devin and says bye to us.

Lisa and I went to the Texas Rangers – Oakland Athletics game. Traffic around the stadium was horrible and parking was even worse. We had to park in the Cowboy’s stadium parking lot which was about a 10 minute walk. Lisa had to go to Pee so bad… she just squatted behind her parked car and emptied her bladder. As she had said on numerous time, “no shame” (still confused how she did that). Once she took care of that we walk over to the stadium. I had to go to the bathroom when we got there and she took me into the woman’s room. Didn’t make a big deal of it at all.

We had missed the first inning and a half the time we got to our bleacher seats. The seats were in the center field bleachers next to a sand area where they throw home run balls into. It was hot out, 90 degrees. I had forgot my radio at her house and she figured she would have to tell me what’s going on but we were saved as the nice man next to me, without asking, started giving me play-by-play. We found out him and his buddy were originally from Mexico. He has a partial season tickets and exchanged emails with Lisa because he said that he would probably not go to the Red Sox games and Lisa could buy a game off of him. The guy’s friend kept hitting on Lisa. I think they were jealous when Lisa rubbed sun block all over me. Lol. During the 3rd inning they had people throwing out t-shirts into the crowd. Lisa tried to get one for me. She called out “CAN I HAVE ONE FOR MY BLIND BOYFRIEND!” She dove over the railing into the sand pile and the kid next to me was able to grab it. She tried to get a shirt for me but instead she got a nice black-blue on the side of her knee. One of the guys said to her “you’ll probably be on sport center tonight for that play”

Lisa left a few times to go for a smoke. The guard at the gate asked Lisa what the score was, Lisa said that she didn’t know. She was just here to escort a blind friend. The guard didn’t believe her… We had gone up under the hang over a few times because it was so hot. The game went into extra innings tied at 4 but when the A’s scored in the top half of the inning, I told Lisa we could leave to beat the crowd. She wanted to go to the gate where she went out to smoke… The guard was there and he had a shocked look when he saw me. “I told you I was with a blind guy” The highlight of the game for me was one of the Ranger’s, David Murphy, got an inside the park home run. Only the second time I ever seen one of those live.

Matt picked up the baby and made something for himself for dinner so Lisa and I went out for dinner. Even though we had pasta the night before, she asked me if we could go to the Olive Garden, Matt doesn’t care for it there. I said sure, I will never turn down all you can eat salad and warm breadsticks. That made her happy. We got there and for the first time ever for me, I walked into an Olive Garden where there was no wait. We were seated and Lisa was reading me the menu. I give her a smirk, and she said “you know what you want, don’t you?” I had tortellini in a meat sauce. She ordered some chicken with pasta and sweet red peppers in a cheese sauce. I had two helpings of salad and a few bread sticks first and so when my dinner came, she said “there is no way you’ll finish that” I said probably not. … After eating the last tortellini on my dish I said, “I won’t finish it? I think you forgot how much I can eat.” She said “You won’t be able to eat for 48 hours with all you ate.” She handed me the Andy’s Mint which is my second favorite chocolate item. (chocolate covered strawberry being #1) We were going to go shopping on the way home but Lisa was too tired and we would go tomorrow. (Friday)

Friday:
On Fridays, Lisa’s mom looks after John’s children and Lisa skypes with her mom and Holden. So Holden being 3, everything was “why?” Jonathan is here. Why? Because he wanted to visit me. Why? … So Lisa tried to read the book I had bought for Devin. Holden got bored of that really quickly when he realized Devin was watching Cars. He wanted to watch cars too.

Lisa told me that her car needs new tires and something about the oil. She said that she could probably make it to Houston but would rather not chance it. She talked it over with Matt and asked me if it would be ok if we rented a car. I was all for that. She called one place and it would be 65 dollars. We thought this was a great deal and I even told her that I would pay for it. She wasn’t satisfied so she called around. She got an unbelievable deal that I thought was too good to be true. 15 bucks a day with unlimited miles plus the type of car it was, it would get 33 miles per gallon compared to her car that would only get 20 mpg. . We called another location of the same company and they said the lowest they could do was 41 dollars unlimited miles and didn’t know how the other location could offer such an offer. They probably thought we were bluffing. We call back the other location and told them that we would take it.


Lisa and I with Devin went food shopping. So she pulled and I pushed the carriage. We went in for 5 things and came out with 3 bags of things lol. So I was holding on to Lisa’s elbow and she has the kid in her arms. When we get in the house she puts down Devin and he turns around and sees that I am holding on to his mom’s arm. He didn’t like that and ripped my arm away, put his arms up to let Lisa know he wants her to pick him up and that only he and his father can touch her. Lisa thought that was a riot.

Matt’s Niece and great nieces came over to join us at the pool. (so Matt’s niece who is Jessy is 32. *yes, two years younger than Lisa* her two girls are Alison 9 and Addi 2.) Most of the time I was just standing near the wall and turning slightly when I heard a familiar voice so I was facing them. At one point, Lisa tackled me and we went back-forth dunking each other and throwing each other around in the water… FUN TIMES! I don’t remember the last time I did that. There was some water ring things. So I would throw it to the kids and they would give it to Lisa and Lisa would give it back to me and I would throw it back. One time, the little girl had her arm up and from about 8-10 ft away, I got the ring right, around, her, arm. Alison said “how did he do that?” Lisa said “it’s magic”

After the pool, Lisa told Alison that she could drive home. Alison said “ok” (unsure) and so Lisa sat and pushed the chair back to Alison could sit on her lap. Lisa would do the gas-breaks and Alison would steer. Lisa showed her the proper techniques, (10-2—left over right, left over right etc) and we went around the block 4 times and then we went back to her house. Alison did a very good job at driving… considering she’s 9.

We then had a BBQ. The guys were eating in the Man Cave, watching the Rangers game while the ladies were chatting while the kids were playing-watching Disney movies. I had corn on the cob, fries and 4 sliders. I definitely enjoyed that meal.

When the niece and her family left, Lisa cleaned up while Matt put the baby to bed. Lisa had gave me a backpack to take to Houston instead of me taking my entire suitcase. I packed it up before I went to sleep.

SATURDAY! IT’S STADIUM #18 DAY!
Lisa was excited, she was wild up. A little extra perkiness this morning. She had packed up a cooler with water and sprite. Packed up a bag with snacks. Brings the huge bottle of vodka we had bought the day before and put our overnight bags in the car and we were off and running by 2 mins of 9. Off to the car rental place.

We got there and there was two people before us. She was bouncing around a bit, saying “we’re going to Houuuuuuston” We got to the desk and I handed over my credit card and ID and Lisa got her insurance and handed that over with her ID. After she signed all the papers the guy walked us to the car. Lisa looked at the car we were headed to and said to me “I hope that’s not the car we got. It is the ugliest car I have ever seen” However, it was the car the guy led us to. Lisa had put all the bags in and got me in and then turned on the car and…the “check engine” light came on. She went back inside and told the guy and he came out and brought us to a black, dodge Avenger. It was “SWEET!” everything was automatic. Had more horses than a barn. She had to get use to the power. After getting the bags into this car we were on our way. As Lisa said “WE’RE GOING TO HOUSTON, BITCHES!”

We had to stop to fill up. The place we went to didn’t take American express so Lisa had to pay. I felt bad but we were on our way with the radio blasting and the AC on. Except, when we talked, or if Lisa needed to smoke. She would put down the windows and. We had on the rock stadium she listens to which I loved. I knew every 3rd song. She would also give me updates on what time it was and how long the GPS said it would take to get there. Matt had told us that it would take at least 5 hours but closer to 6 with the construction. We stopped once to gas up and use the bathroom.

Out of nowhere as we are driving Lisa says “shit, I forgot a bra” I said, how did you forget to bring a bra? “I don’t usually wear one” she said “they are over rated” “we’ll have to stop somewhere so I can get one. I want to show off my babies and make them stand up” I said “why wouldn’t you wear a bra? Doesn’t it cause them to stretch if you don’t wear them?” she said “I had a baby, I already have stretch marks” hmm alrighty.

We go into a TJ Max. We go to the bra section and she’s telling me why she likes some and doesn’t like others. She finds one and then she said ‘while we are here, let’s look at little boy’s clothes” so we do but they didn’t have anything she liked and she looked at one more thing before she paid and we got back to the car. She told me that although Victoria secret is sexy and all, she’s over that because they are so expensive. She splurges once a year and buys two bras and 5 panties but that’s all. Hmm alrighty

As we were losing the Dallas radio stations, we changed the channel. We were definitely in the “heart of Texas” there was only 3 types of stations. 1. Country music 2. Bible preaching stations 3. Spanish stations. Yep, that’s all. We went through the entire dial and that’s all we found. We made fun of that for a while too. As we were getting close to Houston, the traffic finally started slowing down and with Lisa not sure which way to go, Lisa started getting nervous so she smoked and I didn’t say anything. I let her concentrate.

We did stop one more time to gas up (because in the city it would be at least 10 cents more) and I handed over my credit card to pay for it. They took American express so yay. We got to Houston in about 4 hrs 15 minutes and that was with stopping 3 times, one being in a store.

We pull into the hotel parking lot and we go in. We check in and we go up to our room. It’s a normal two queen beds, tv, desk, closet, bathroom. Lisa told me where the bathroom was and I said that it is a regular hotel room. And said the beds are on the left and the tv etc on the right. Lisa goes and gets the bags on a dolly while I use the bathroom and relax. I When she comes in I jump on my computer and update my status and check emails. I then lay down as Lisa went out for a smoke. When she came back she told me that we have to leave early for the game because there was a guy who told her that the night before, they sold out the t-shirts they were giving away at the game … Lisa made each of us a drink. I had a few sips while she was sipping on it in between getting ready for the night.
After the game we were meeting up with a friend of hers who she hasn’t seen in 14 years when they were in boot camp together. Lisa had a crush on this lady back in the day.
She was actually blow-drying her hair and brushing it and even put on a bit of makeup. She wanted to look good for her friend. She wore a cute tank top, the bra she bought that day, shorts and flip-flops. As for me, I was excited that I got to wear the gift my parents bought me for my birthday in February for the first time. I was saving it for this very day. I wore my Rangers 34 RYAN t-jersey. She said her friend was wearing the same thing as her, a tank top and shorts. I said that I felt out of place with what I was wearing. She asked why? I said that you two are dressing up sexy and I got on this t-shirt. She said that she had on a tank top. I said, ya, that’s sexy.

We left the room about 4:15 to get to the game early so we could get the Nolan Ryan Bobble Head doll for me. We took a taxi. The guy was pretty cool. He was telling us about the person he had just dropped off at the stadium. He said there was a lot of people there already. We told him we were from Boston and how she lives down here and I came to visit. The guy suggested that we go into a certain gate and tell them he’s your friend, your boyfriend, your husband, whatever you want to say. Lisa and I looked at each other and we both said “HUSBAND.”

Lisa asked the guy if she could finish her coffee before we got out. He said sure. (coffee? We didn’t get any coffee?) We got out and there was lines like you wouldn’t believe going into the game. Lisa had a smoke and took a picture of me in front of something in the middle of the side walk then we went in. Lisa asked about the bobble heads and the ticket taker said they ran out 15 minutes ago. We got there 90 minutes before the game. You’d think that would be enough time. We walked around to all the gates but the bobble heads were all gone. We looked for a shop so I can buy my traditional stadium shot glass… We went into 3 of them and none of them had shot glasses. Lisa was feeling bad about the bobble head and now she is feeling even worse. I wasn’t going to get either of the things I wanted. Lisa tried to buy the bobble head off some people but no one was selling them. We walked around again, we had over an hour so we went out so she could smoke then we walked around to find something to eat. I didn’t know what I wanted. Lisa said the burgers looked good. So we ended up getting burgers and going to our seats to eat them. She had got up to get herself another beer and me a sprite. When she came back, she told me that the usher asked to see her ticket. Lisa said that she didn’t have them but that I had them. When came back she told me this and I said that she never gave me the tickets. We could not believe it but I kept it all inside. I was thinking G, I was hoping to come away with 3 souvenirs and now I got nothing? Eventually the game started. It was a dome that I could not figure out why the dome wasn’t opened. Lisa was describing me the things she was seeing and saying how stupid it was. Since it was sunny out, it looked like jail bars on the field from the light of the sun. We both commented, her more colorful, about how even though the place was packed, it sounded like we were at a golf match. Nothing like Boston. We also said (which is normal for a dome) that it echoes and the acoustic was terrible. You couldn’t tell if the ball was a pop up or a blast from the crack of the bat. She had gone for cigarette breaks a few times and said that she was bored. I knew her friend was meeting us at 9 so I said in the 5th, after the 7th inning, we could go. We had this very annoying guy sitting next to me. I think he thought we were at a football game he was screaming “D! FENSE! D! FENSE” and I think he was cheering for both teams… I don’t know. The game was tied going into the 7th, when the Rangers scored in the top half, I said we could go.

It was a nice night out so we decided to walk the 8 city blocks. I asked if she was nervous about seeing Brandy. She admitted that she was. It’s been 14 years so she didn’t know what she was like. I asked if she was one of those types of girls who will hug me or will she be one that will just shake my hand. Again, she didn’t know. Lisa described her from the FB pictures but that she didn’t look much different. As we were walking up to the hotel, Lisa spotted Brandy in her car trying to find parking so we walked over. They hugged. I shook her hand. Brandy parked in the hotel parking lot and we all went in to see if it was ok. The guy at the desk gave brandy a visitor’s pass to put on her car.

Brandy has, to say nicely, a loose trucker’s mouth. Didn’t care who was around or what they thought. I will admit, it bothered me a few times but I passed it off. Lisa even said to me at one point, “Do you want me to tell Brandy to cool it down?” I said no, it’s ok. Lisa was telling Brandy how last year she had brought me to the range to shoot guns and how amazing I was at it. I went over to my computer to pull up the video and Brandy goes “I don’t want to see your porn.” (and then a short convo about porn started up.)I eventually got it on the screen but they were too busy talking. They were sharing war stories and war injuries. (they both fought in Iraq) I thought it was cool till they started talking about all the different girls they screwed around with and who did who. They talked about how tight certain girls are and Lisa said that she heard on a comedy show that there are 3 types of vaginas. (basically, virgins, girls who had sex and girls who have had babies) and they talked about their own vaginas in ways I didn’t understand. (Brandy is a lesbian but will sample guys when she is desperate and Lisa is bi) I felt there was some male bashing going on and it made me feel small. Brandy said that she was messing around with some guy and within a minute he was done. She said that she didn’t want to teach a guy. A guy should know how to get me off. Lisa said that’s why she was with an older man. They are more experience. (um, not me  ) They also talked about body parts they had waxed and which they would do and wouldn’t do again. Brandy was talking about this new strap on she bought and described it in great details. The alcohol kept flowing down Lisa’s and My throats. (again, every other word from brandy was fuck, shit or bitch) Lisa told Brandy that she did her hair just for her and put on some make up too. “I told Jonathan that Matt would be shocked because I never do my hair for him” Brandy admitted that she did the same for her. She wanted to look as she did 14 years ago. They talked about gray hairs, about shaving and waxing, about stretch marks and the other things Lisa blames on having a kid.

They had gone out for a cigarette break. On the way out Brandy says to me “no masturbating while we’re gone.” Hmm right.

Another time they were going to go to the store and so I went with them. It was funny. We tried to find a convenient store. We asked people and people were pointing us in the wrong direction. Eventually we found one. We go in and get what we need. Someone was wearing a Boston Celtics hat, so Lisa got all excited and asked the guy if he is from Boston. He said no. She asked if he liked the Celtics, he said not really. She asked why he was wearing the hat. He said that it looks cool. I get a scratch ticket and win my money back so we get another but we go outside to scratch it. I don’t remember specifically what they were talking about, but Lisa was saying “oo ya I scratching baby. Oo ah oo ah oo ah it feels good” and stuff like that. She was joking around, I mean she was very drunk anyways but it made me a little uncomfortable. As we are walking back from the store, Brandy finds a bunch of “parking violation tickets that were blown off of cars. So she picks them up and puts them on other cards. Making up silly things why that car should have one. She saw a police car with no one it. She goes “it would be fucking funny if I put one of these tickets on the police car. They are in violation for being there, mother fucker. Hey Lisa, take a pic of that.” Lisa didn’t but told Brandy to take it off the cop car. We get back to the hotel and up to the room. We hang out a bit…

***…***…***
This is my diary, and I was against writing about it because I did something that makes me a total hypocrite and some of you may think it is cool or awesome because of the result, I did it…for Lisa. So this goes no further than the pages of my diary.
***…***…***

One night when I was in college, I was in a room where people were smoking Marijuana. I never smoked it but I got a contact high. I had shared this and the result of it with Lisa many many years ago. Ever since then, she been wanting to get me high to see for herself.

Brandy had brought the marijuana. We had gone to the store to get rolling papers.
When we got back to the room, Lisa had rolled it. Brandy was in the bathroom when Lisa said “are you sure about this? you don’t have to if you don’t want to.” I said no, I’ll do it. I said, while standing up, I cannot promise you, the same that will happened as the last time” she said in a very soft voice “I know” I put my hands on the top of her head and said as I was moving my hands down the side of her head, her neck, her shoulders, her arms to the bed)I will only be able to see your outline. I won’t be able to see any details. You know that, right?” she said, still in a soft voice” yes” I sat back down next to her and she said “who would you tell if you were to tell anyone?” I said I wouldn’t. She rephrased the question and I said “If I were to tell anyone, it would be my college roommate Jeff. But I won’t” She says” ok, me either. Let’s pinky swear” and for the first time in my life I did a real heart-heart-soul-soul pinky swear promise.

We had gone outside and into the dumpster area where no one could see us. Lisa said to me “you never even smoked a cigarette before either, have you?” no. she told me how to hold it and Brandy told me how to smoke. We each took 3 hits. Brandy warned me that on the first one I will cough and maybe choke, but it’s normal. I did not cough at all. I felt the smoke go in and I blew it out. I felt a little strange, what I recognize now as feeling light-headed, but not even enough that I could figure out that symptom. and then as we walked out of the dumpster area, it happened again.

I could see lights. It wasn’t a mirage or a figment of my imagination. I could point up at the lights that were on the side of the building. I was pointing at them. The girls were in disbelief as I was focusing, concentrating my eye on the light. We went back to the room and I could see Lisa’s outline. I had a few tears that they didn’t see and I loved this and hated this at the same time. I could see Lisa’s form but that would be all I could see of her…ever. Brandy only stayed around for about an hour more. She cleaned up a bit and before she left, she came over to me, says “you are cool shit man. You are alright” then takes my hands, puts them around her and leans down (I was sitting on the edge of the bed) and gave me a nice hug. They had shared a long quiet moment, I don’t know if they were sharing a passionate kiss, feeling each other up or just enjoying a nice hug. Brandy said by and left. Lisa said she was very sleepy. Being the concerned friend and knowing she have a weak bladder, I asked if she wanted to go pee before she went to sleep. She said in a high-tired voice, no, I just want to sleep.

I tried to sleep too but I just couldn’t. I thought of a lot of things and a lot of things that made me sad and probably even depressed. Lisa, this beautiful woman was laying down 5 feet from me and I could not even see her. (I explain more later on about what I was thinking) So I got up and took all the half-drunken thermoses of alcohol and dumped them out in the sink. I went to the desk where there was a bunch of the snack food laid out. I put them away or the ones that was opened, I threw away. I basically wanted to straighten up because I wasn’t sure what time we would wake up and how much time we would have to clean up. When I was laying down Aerosmith’s “I don’t want to miss a thing” was playing in my head. “I could stay awake, just to hear you breathing…”
It just kept bringing me further and further down.


Sunday
I had woke up the same way I went to bed, Sad. Lisa saw it on my face and asked me what is wrong. She wanted to know if it was something about the night before. I told her that it has nothing to do with last night and I will tell you when we get in the car and then I forced myself to smile.

Holiday inn has an awesome breakfast. Had pancakes from the pancake maker. Two awesome breakfast sausages and two minnie muffins. Drove back to Lisa’s only stopping for gas and a bathroom break. She goes “ok, why are you sad? I am feeling guilty” I told her that it is a few things. Last night I could not sleep and started thinking. This happens to me every once in a while. The first is that I am 34 years old and I am only working 4 hours a week. (etc, you guys know that story) She said but there are a lot of people who are over educated and under employed. I smirked and said “but that’s them. I am being selfish. I care about myself.” I don’t want to be 40 something and still be living with my parents. The other thing is not having a gf. (etc you all heard that story before too) She said that there is someone out there for you. Don’t give up. You should volunteer. I said I would if I knew what I could volunteer with. What about the dating sites? I said that I gave up on the ones you pay for but I found this pretty cool one that is free. It’s called okcupid but I think the girls see that I write that I am blind and they just skip right over me. (etc) *it did feel good that Lisa cared enough to recognize I was feeling sad and cared to know what was bothering me. That’s more than my family do)

Although I didn’t tell her. When I was laying awake, I kept thinking how there is a beautiful lady who I love sleeping about 5 feet from me. I also thought, I wish I could watch her sleeping. I wish I could see her.

When we got home we had frozen pizzas for dinner since Lisa was too tired to cook. Lisa went to bed about 9pm. I was just up late looking at sports scores etc.

Monday:
Lisa Devin and I went back to the pool, hanging out at the kid’s pool. We stayed there for about an hour. There was a few other kids there too. Devin made some new friends.

We went food shopping. I said to Lisa, since you guys don’t go out for dinner, and I was hoping to buy dinner for you and Matt one night, can we get stakes and I will pay for them? She said ok. I ended up volunteering to buy the entire food shopping order. It was the least I could do. She made her home, my vacation home for a week and helped me cross off another stadium from my list while leaving her baby behind… it was the least I could do for her.

We had grilled stakes. I like mine well done and it came out perfect. She also made mash potato, and then corn I also had a salad first. It was very good.
I watched the Celtics’ basketball game in the “man cave”. It was game 5 of the playoff series vs 76ers. The C’s won running away.
Lisa made an amazing Ooy gooy chocolate cake. It was a cake with melted fudge in the middle.

After that, I went out back on the patio to relax and listen to music. Lisa joined me as she wanted to smoke. We sat out there for about an hour before she went to sleep. However, we had an interesting conversation that maybe TMI for people.
Her mom is coming down in two weeks. I asked her “so what do you do when your mom and Ray are here? I can’t imagine your mom wanting to stay in the house all day” She said that she loves shopping and will probably want to go while she is here. Lisa says, “when I had Devin, my mom came down to stay for two weeks. I could not walk. I was still in pain from having an episiotomy. Do you know what that is? “no” It’s when they cut from the vagina to the anus to open you up more. It’s a pretty common thing. Devin’s shoulder was caught on my pelvis. (she explained to me how it is stitched up and what she could-shouldn’t do after the surgery) So my mom didn’t understand how painful it was for me and she forced me to go in-out of stores with her when I should have been home relaxing. So we’ll probably do the same.
She said that her mom and her mom’s husband are going to the Ranger’s game Friday, Saturday the guys are going golfing and by Monday, they’re going home. So it will be nice. They are coming for just enough time that I can put up with them.


Tuesday:
after a bad night sleep, woke at 7;45, showered and packed up. Feeling sad, not really wanting to go home but Lisa drove me to the airport. She dropped me off at the curb while she went and parked with the baby. We walked to the window and checked in and got me some assistance and said by to Lisa, giving her a tight loving hug. Thanked her again and told her that I loved her. I waved to Devin and he waved back. Flying Jetblue is awesome, having the TV-xm radio. My father picked me up and … I’m home.

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I read this whole thing but I can't comment the way I want right now so as Arnold said "I'll be back"

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UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....DID YOU HAPPEN TO BE LISTENING TO THE GAME? I have a few big issues with that game!

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