i'm not allowed to have different emotions.
I feel like I am going absolutely insane because of my mother.
I'm not sure why she is nagging at me all the time and constantly trying to breathe down my neck. I don't live at her house. I haven't live there for 2 years now?
I've been sick (pretty much healed now) and also working. I hate working while I'm sick. It makes me feel even more miserable than I already am. She keeps calling me and asking me if anything is wrong. I told her nothing is wrong with me, I'm just sick and exhausted from work. I have a some what physical job.
All this week she's been calling and nagging at me. She gets mad if I don't answer the phone or I don't text message her back right away. I don't carry my phone on me all the time when I'm home or at work. I'm not suppose to have my phone on me when I'm at work anyway. Yesterday she asked me why I was only responding with short messages. HELLO I'M AT WORK. Next time my boss is gone, I'm going to leave my phone in the car like I normally do. Good grief.
I don't really know what her deal is. It's bugging the crap out of me though. I'm 22 years old, have my own life, work all the time to live, go to school to better myself, etc. I wish I could have a job like her where you sit around in a waiting room for a client, and do whatever you want.
I'm just frustrated beyond belief. If I try to talk to her in a civil manner, she'll turn everything around on me, and make me look like the bad person. There is no talking to her about anything. If I'm upset, super angry, mellow, etc, that's not okay either. I guess it's against the law to have any other emotion other than super happy all the time.
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