There is no sarcasm whatsoever in the following words.... For those who care...... I am so sorry. I'm sorry I'm not "worth fighting for". I'm sorry I upset you even when I don't say anything to you. I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm sorry I'm so fucked up. I try I really do. I try to keep it together, because let's face it, who else will? I try to fight for something that apparently is" nothing worth fighting for ". I'm so sorry I wasted your time. I'm sorry I just want your love. I'm so sorry I just take up space. I just want it all to stop. All my life I have lived with pain, so it's nothing new. But you promised you would never hurt me. Yet you have seen me cry tears you have caused. And you don't care. I'm sorry about that too. Must be something wrong with me that makes you hate me. I'm sorry I make you feel that way. I'm sorry. I can't stress enough how fucking sorry I am right now. I'm sorry I'm alive......... |