OK so a lot has happened since may...I got engaged to my boyfriend right before his parents split a month later, and a month after that we moved into our new apartment. Moved in mid November. We have matching tattoos with our first "I love you" day, and I got both ears pierced again. His parents split, and ever since then he has been dragged into the middle of their drama. I told off his mom, and I am about ready to do the same to his two faced sister....I sent my ex husband (the abusive asshole I used to write about all the time), and he has yet to send them back. So I talked to him couple days ago. It was the same it's always been with him. Fights and insults. He started trashing my dead daddy, which is something you don't ever do if you value your life. Well my mother found out, and told my dad's brother, who just got outta prison recently. My ex is fucked....Lmao but idgaf. You don't trash talk my daddy. Ever. He said some things though that really got to me, and I've been having a hard time letting them go. I know he can't hurt me, but I still think about what he did to me the night I had enough...It's hard to deal with something like that for me, even though it's been over two years. I still have nightmares from it. And if that's not bad enough, my cousin, whom I trusted and betrayed me the same way only worse, tried to contact me when he got outta jail too. I don't want to relive the shit they put me through....And the things they said to me did just that. But I'm working through it. Slowly, but I am. We are moving forward, honey and I. Oh also, I started seeing a doctor for my head. Only had one appointment so far, but it seems promising. She explained to me the regimen she would suggest to help with what's going on. Next thing to take care of would be my eyes. Then my teeth. I also started a business page on Facebook. Or I am trying to. It's called Ohlinger Original Creations. It's a page I set up (with fiancée's encouragement) to promote my crafts. I crochet a LOT, and do a bit of beadwork also, and he's encouraging me to get my name out there. He says my stuff is really good. I'd like to believe him, but I'm a bit more.....Modest about my skills. If you're interested go check it out. We also started getting more involved in our church. I'm so thankful he is willing to do so, because I like to try and make God a big part of my life. I fail daily, but He still loves me regardless. Gonna be volunteering soon I hope. And our wedding is gonna be put back into motion soon. Sometime next year we are hoping for. Big plans
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