smfh so i'm layin in bed watching a movie with my fiance, and i'm rubbin on him n everything, trying to give him a hint that "hey, i want you inside me. like now" but you think he can take the hint? hell no. i even come flat out n tell him. what does he do? not a damn thing. what more do i have to do? strip down completely and lay next to you that way? yeah, that'll be a great show to see when we get caught, me naked in your bed. its like seriously wtf? i know we can't have sex like we want to and you know it too but come on! every once in a while is okay. what the hell is up with this celibacy shit? its all fine n good when you want some, its all yeah lets go! but the moment i make a hint of anything sexual, its like you shut down and completely deny me anything. as per usual. itts always yes when you want it and no when i do. really starting to piss me off. but when i say something its alll "oh well you can tell me no you know". pshhhhh bitch please. you obviously don't know me. i will almost never tell you no. you just make me that hot. but it pisses me off that it's totally okay for you to be careless at times, but the single second it crosses my mind its all like "oh no we can't do that, we gotta be careful, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah......." kiss my little white ass you hypocrite. i probably shouldn't be getting this worked up over sex, but it's not just sex. its also the principle behind the whole effing thing, and the fact that i have been wanting this for weeks upon weeks and we can't do shit!!!!!! all cuz you don't wanna. or you don't think it's smart. hell no its not smart. but at least i take as many precautions as possible. but it still pisses me off. like, seriously? omfg. either learn to take a hint and see things from MY perspective, or just don't come on to me anymore while we live in this house. cuz the double standards are really pissin me off. a lot. >X@ |
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