Please don't hate me for the decisions I have made or the ones yet to be made. I'm sorry for pissing y'all off. I just thought this would be a safe place to go to let my emotions out so they don't destroy me from the inside out like everything else is trying to do...... Y'all could just skip over my entries you know. I don't understand why people have to be so damned mean. I mean I already feel like shit about myself. Obviously. What purpose does it serve to kick the dog when she is already down?? Why? Idgaf who reads them and who doesn't, just don't be mean about it. Damn why is that so ducking hard?? |