xx 2 back to square one

So i went and bought 2 lockets from south hill designs today. 1 for me and my best friend. She is moving 16 hours away and I don't know when I will see her after she moves. The lockets I bought are matching for her and I. She's more family to me then any of my blood family that I have. It makes me sad, but unfortunately you don't get to pick your family, only your friends. She's been my best friend for 12 years. People joke that she's my wife because of how inseperable we really are. Thursday shopping days, Sushi supper dates. It's going to suck when she is gone, but it's what's best for her family so I have to be understanding. Even if it's going to suck and hurt my heart because i'm losing a piece of me, I will be happy for her.

I've been filling my time up a lot with reading and with stupid Game of War. I've played that game for far too long. and now that i have nothing else to really do. Such an addicting game, pretty sure I need some sort of addicts annoymous group for it. actually lots of people that I play with do.

The good thing about not working and having friends that are always busy because of their families and work, my house is always clean and now I am cooking more often which is always a good thing. Since I have a hard time eating, ive started drinking a meal replacement drink. now that I have time I want to start getting into better shape, not just round. hehe

I'm worried about not working because of Canada's economy. With our dollar being as low as it is right now, it isn't good for people looking for jobs because places are closing and people are being laid off. I'm waiting to hear back about a job from a bank, so I've got my fingers crossed. It would be a great opportunity to work in a bank I think. It would be a career and that's what I've been wanting. I'm tired of these jobs that I have had that have no room for movement. Just always the same stuff different day. I don't like it. So now I need to figure out what to do with myself if I don't get this job. Continue to look for a job or do I go back to school. Both are good options, I just don't know what one I really want to do yet. I need to do more research into what I would take before I commit to going back to school again. The first time wasn't so successful. Hopefully I learn from that.

I also wonder if most people have their bloops on private or if it has slowed down as much as it seems?

Take care
xx B