So latley there has been some one on my mined and i cant stop thinking about them its kinda funny how much one person can take up your whole minde lol i feal like a little high school girl agin. like a can write his name all over a notebook. lol yeah its that bad. Its not just because im sick of beaing alone but i get butterflys in my tummy. he dose not know how i feal tho...lol and thats why i feal like im in high school agein. im scared to tell him lol. so yeah mabey i will get the guts to tell him some day soon. today was a pritty good day...it was a lazy day. I made some nummy supper it was sweat and sour chicken with rice pineapple read peppers and some kinda pea was in it lol. mmm. The little one was in a CRAZY mood agein. but she was really cuddly today to so that part that i liked shes my whole heart and i think that i fined out Tuseday wen the adoption will start i cant wate!!! well my scoial worker is comeing over tuesday thats my only guess as to why. I dont really feal good today and thats why i have got zero sleep. so i decided to get on here and Bloop it lol, And im waching the movie Tommy Boy. Good movie lol. My apartment is really cold right now i think thats another reason why i cant fall asleep well besides the fact that my head feals like its gunna blow up! lol. im thinking about going back to school next yr. But i dont know what i want to go back for.....any random ideas???? lol iv already went for graphic tech and Photography and the onlly part that i like was the photography. its a really good stress lelef for me. i cant wate for the 24th, im deticateing my neice to my church that s one reson why im glad to get her is that i get to raise her in my church that really makes me happy cuz i love her and i love my church My birthday is comeing up soon really soon actually it this monday ill be 21!!!! ima go get my drink on lol. but im wateing till the friday after the 11th. lol My moms going to take the little one over night! i think me and her really bolth need a brake from each other. but the crazy thing is, is that wen shes not with me shes all i can think about but wen were together i just want her to take a nap i love the little booger lol. im just praying every day that i can give her the life that i never had. Im hopeing that for wen i have kids of my own too. lol i want a really big family some ppl call me crazy but i think i would go for like 5 kids mabey more. i just think that the bond a family can have and the love a family can have is the greates thing in the world. to love yoyr family and love god with your family, is just some thing that iv wanted my whole life. me and my mom are close but we never really had a "family" its been tough but she has tought me that what dose not kill you will make you stronger and i really belive that!
Well good night and good mornig bloop
Good day to every one
*random* Aww...good luck with the guy you like! It can be really hard to tell someone how you feel, especially if you have a fear of rejection. So, i hope you can get the courage to tell him & that he feels the same way!
Oh, so are you adopting your niece then? How old is she? I read your fp but I can't remember. Lol. That's so sweet of you though.
If I don't return to your Bloop in time for your b-day, I hope you have a really great day! And have fun drinking, too.
Your niece sounds precious...man, I wish I could have a kid right now. It's what I want most in this world.
It sounds like you will be a great mom to her and that you care about her so much. I'm sure you will do a fine job raising her.
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i cant wate!!! well my scoial worker is comeing over tuesday thats my only guess as to why. I dont really feal good today and thats why i have got zero sleep. so i decided to get on here and Bloop it lol, And im waching the movie Tommy Boy. Good movie lol. My apartment is really cold right now i think thats another reason why i cant fall asleep well besides the fact that my head feals like its gunna blow up! lol. im thinking about going back to school next yr. But i dont know what i want to go back for.....any random ideas???? lol iv already went for graphic tech and Photography and the onlly part that i like was the photography. its a really good stress lelef for me. i cant wate for the 24th, im deticateing my neice to my church 
