I had sex the other day with a girl that I grew up with. And I felt nothing because, I'm in love with the girl that I've been dating.
She left me for a while now but we talked today and kinda straightened some things out.
But on to my question. When I had sex with the friend the other day, I wouldn't let her kiss me and I made her fuck me from behind.
The last person that I kissed is the girl that I love with all of my heart and soul and she owns my heart even tho we aren't together right now..I still wouldnt let the friend kiss me while we had sex.
Is this normal? I feel really awful about it.
I just couldn't do it. I don't wanna forget my girls lips on mine..The taste of her, I just dont wanna forget and if I kiss other ppl well..Yeah.. |