All that I have ever wanted was for you to be happy. And I saw how happy you are when we were together. And I saw how broken down you were when you are with her. And it seemed like a no brainer to me. And I still believe that you have made the wrong choice. But it is your wrong choice to make. My love for you is..Selfless..And unconditional. I just wanted you to live the happiness that I saw in your eyes for a little while. To hear that sparkling laughter and to see that smile of yours when it is genuine. Because it is so very contagious. She may have done something good for you at one point. So I guess that in your eyes even if some body does something even better for you..It does not compare to that. It does not measure up. And we are all just distractions in your game of unending anguish and pain that you purposely put yourself through for no reason other than self deception and a measure of self loathing. I remember one time you told me that you knew that you deserved way better. But that you did not care because you did not want any better. So be it.
But whatever hold..Whatever power that she has over you that makes you feel eternally obligated to her like a servant..Like a dog..Well I can't compete with that. And I should not have ever thought that it was necessary to do so. | 
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