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Nov 12, 2008 12:53 AM
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RE: Your Bra..
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im sorry, i was asleep till that evening...andf in no state to get out of bed. thats what oding will do you a girl. i miss you
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From: Please Just Cut This Heart Out Of My Chest..xx
Date: Nov 10, 2008 8:36 AM
I have it. Didn't really mean to I just must have grabbed it ha.
I can'[t leave withought seeing you one more time just to hug you and tell you that it's alright.
But, if you can't come to the Greyhound station by 1:30 pm today, then I ccan't see you. I'm sorry.
I will love you until my dying day. And, beyond.
Always and forever my baby,
i cant call you, i dont have my cell phone anymore, i lost it in the bushes i was lying in. your gunna have to call me, and i really was aleep. my houseophone cant call long distanse, so its up to you. hope your ok. here is something i wrote on a blog...
ive been r4eally sick, i guess i shoud have gone to the hospital, but on sunday night/monday morning (3 am) i drank a 100% proof vodka, and then i became suicidal, and cut up my arms. really bad, then i took aprox 30 of my sleep meds, when 5 will make me pass out and grooggy in the morn.. i am lucky to be alive...i guess, but i regret it not working. i really do. there was blood everywhere, and i lost my phone. i am not sure what to do now, or where to go from here.
i love you my baby. i really am sorry i made you worry. i really am.
talk to you when ever.
love
svetlana
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From: Please Just Cut This Heart Out Of My Chest..xx
Date: Nov 10, 2008 9:04 AM
And, I didn't know what to say. God, I was so worried about you last night, and, I was running and driving around everywhere trying to find you last night. I can't stop crying even now..My glasses..Well, thehy are history. They are gone. I'm blind. But..I don't care, all that I want is you.
Please don't leave me either because you're mad at me or because you feel bad. I need you so much, and, I love you more than that.
Call my house asap.
1-570-374-2743
I love you Svetlana.
that is me too. in a nutshell.
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From: Please Just Cut This Heart Out Of My Chest..xx
Date: Nov 10, 2008 10:03 AM
Moi.. 296 days ago
I fucking give up.
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hey i have a new account on myspace
www. myspace . com / svetlanas_angel
no spaces
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From: Kat
Date: Jan 17, 2006 8:36 AM
Omg girlie how are you? I miss you so much!!
My number now is 1-570-374-2743
Omg, I love you! Haha, I haven't talked to you in forever!!
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