This is me:
she used to call me red.
and noone else was allowed.
and if they did they got bitched at.
helena: you cant call her that~
random person: why not is she your girl?
Helena: YEAH she IS my girl so don't fucking call her that!
When I first met her she said that I must have 'caught her eye' because I stood up to her.
She beat Bri's ass oh so very many times because/for of her talking shit to her.
but not me.
I stood up to her and gained a best friend.
i stood up to her and gained a love that i can never have right now. or ever.
US in THE room. i guess that means that i was not in the kitchen like i thought that i was at the time.
And then we sat on the swings together and talked.
And, fought.
And, it escalated into something much more worse.
I can't remember what she said right now. Any more that is right now.
I will have to try and to remember more later.
I just know that I loved her.
And, I just know that I still do love her.
And, I just know that I can never have her.
Most likely.
Later, yo. x |