today sucks ass man. worst day in forever. i thought i was getting better. then it hit me like a ton of bricks..shes really...GONE. just gone.
fuck it.
like a mist..there then gone..
makes you smile at a secret that only you and that person knows.
makes you laugh like noone else ever could.
when youre in their arms, time stops. you can hear only their heartbeat in your ear..loving every breath of them..
i cant stand this shit..
then they break down YEARS of walls that are up to protect whats left of you..breaks them down just long enough to let you give everything to them. then fucking leaves. FOR NO REASON.
I miss you my baby. Always and forever. ♥♥
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