So I wake up this morning and people started screaming and yelling for no real reason which caused me to start shaking and almost to have a panic attack. And then a certain person made sure that I spent almost the entire day all alone. I hate selfish people. I dont want material things or anything like that. All that I really wanted for my birthday was not to be by myself for just one day out of the year. So Im sitting here crying like a fucking pussy. I at least now know that there is almost no point to my existence whatsoever.
And I miss my Kris so much. And she won't even talk to me any more. |