every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end. | 07/14/2013 |
I know who I want to take me home
I don't know why I had Closing Time in my head, but the title of this entry is my favorite line from the song haha. Nothing new has really been going on just wanted to post something in case I get too busy this week to do so. My weekend has been pretty great so far, Friday night Anthony & I went and saw The Heat. Very funny! I love Sandra Bullock and Melissa McCarthy. Next weekend we're going to see The Conjuring  He came over after that for a little bit and we just cuddled. Yesterday was a pretty busy day, well most of it was spent at Planned Parenthood to get birth control. I was there for two hours and the waiting room was freezing! Oh well, gotta do what you gotta do. They gave me a year supply of birth control, condoms, and two Plan B's. I love how they put it in like lunch bags, I always feel really funny coming out of there. [[ tmi ]] Before yesterday, Anthony & I had sex one time with a condom and even though he got off, I could tell he didn't like using one and it was kind of a mood killer. He asked me yesterday how long it takes before birth control is effective and the lady at Planned Parenthood told me to use condoms as back up for 7 days, but I also told him I had two Plan B's. I said "We can wait a week if you're more comfortable with that." And he's like "psh...if we have condoms why would we wait  " But then I'm thinking...but you hate condoms? Lol. I don't know. Anyway, I took him to my favorite beach spot last night and he seemed to like it, then after that we went home and uh...yeah No condom, but I wasn't expecting him to cum inside of me. The whole thing was incredible, I was on top and I've always hated being on top (then again this was when I was bigger), but with him it felt so amazing. He kept telling me how sexy I was and how good I felt and was holding so tightly onto me. Ahhhh it was so sexy. Anyway, I took Plan B today. But if we do it again before next weekend I'm going to make him use a condom  Not trying to use my second Plan B within a week of getting it, and it would be a lot safer. [[/tmi]]
Anyway, I let Anthony know that I love where things are at right now with us, and that I want him to ask me out when he is ready. I told him to never feel like he has to ask me to be his girlfriend soon or else he'll lose me. We haven't even been seeing each other for a month yet, so I don't want him to feel like I need to have a title right away. He did say he had a plan and asked me if I wanted a hint...I told him no but he gave me a hint anyway  He asked if the Dodger game we are going to with my brother and his girlfriend is on the 27th, and I said yes. Then he said "well you'll probably have a boyfriend by then." -shrug- It's not a huge concern for me right now, I know that we are exclusive and I'm okay with waiting for him to ask me. Just not waiting too long haha. He wants to take me to the Orange County Fair within the next month because I've never been there, so that should be fun.
last call.
Work has been pretty busy; I did finish my presentation though and will be going over it tomorrow with my boss. I can't believe it's in two weeks Once he reviews it and it's good to go, I need to start practicing! As far as the other job, Jeremy hasn't really said anything to me. We texted Friday for a little bit because I let him know that I made a copy of my driver's license and my work also approved me getting off at 4 on Fridays so I could be at Daphne's by 5:30. He said "Sweet." and then proceeded to tell me how he was doing since I asked. I'm sure he's just tired from the work week and I don't want to be pushy but I'm hoping to meet soon so I can start working that job ASAP! I really need the extra money...blah.
I cleaned out and organized my closet today. There were sooo many jeans and shirts that are way too big on me, so I put them in a huge bag and put them upstairs for my mom to go through lol I think she may have taken them to Goodwill or something like that because she wasn't home when I got home from the gym. I lost 5.4 pounds this week! I'm at 146 Feeling really good about myself and I'm trying to focus more on toning at the gym rather than cardio. I spoke with a trainer yesterday and he said I should do a 15 minute cardio warm up and then spend the rest of the time doing weights. So today I did 15 minutes on the treadmill and then focused on my abs for the rest of the time. Ab crunches, torso rotations, manual ab crunches, etc. I'm really trying to tone my body now rather than just lose weight.
Meh, I think that's all I have. Hope everyone had a great weekend!
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It's the pill. The lady at Planned Parenthood said 7-10 days and to use condoms as back up, and from what I read online they all said 7 days. BC is definitely the best creation ever, I wasn't on it for the longest because I wasn't having sex before Anthony but now that we are, it's good for me to be back on it haha. Condoms are so annoying. 
That is crazy having to wait that long, but definitely worth the wait!
So it really feels like we are boyfriend and girlfriend already just without the title. When we first met he told me that he usually likes to wait 3-4 months before asking because he's rushed into relationships before and it didn't work out. But then a week later he was like "I probably won't wait that long with you." lol
Use the condoms bb. If he's a great guy, he'll still use them and be happy that he gets to sleep with you. A little discomfort for a little amount of time is worth more than an unexpected surprise yanno?
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