It's a quiet Saturday night. My friends are either out with partners or out partying. I was invited but said no, but I wish I'd just gone.
I ordered a whole pizza and ate it by myself over the course of half an hour. I then went to the bathroom and made myself vomit until I couldn't throw up anymore.
I'm a grown ass man, not some teenie kid. This is pathetic.
i think you should seek some help, i did that before eat and vomit... and i felt horriable after few days and i was just starving myself silly even if it was a week... waste of money and food, and its really bad for your teeth, someone in our family was blimic and she was for like a few months and it screwed up her system years later and shes still paying for it... best of luck
That can't have felt pleasant. Although, if you had gone out and partied, you might have still spent the same amount of time vomiting until you couldn't any more.
I think you need some counseling to find out *why* you did this to yourself. I used to do similar things, but with drugs.