I wish I could just disappear. I know that my family would be better off if I did. Sometimes I even wonder if it would really even bother them. My husband doesn't even talk to me when it comes to making decisions for our children so what am I even doing here?
I know how you feel. But perhaps you mean more to people than you realize. Unfortunately, people don't vocalize enough how much you mean to them, so it often times feels as if you don't belong. I try to compliment the people in my life a decent amount of times for that very reason. I hope that your family, notably your husband, gives you the recognition you deserve. Just please accept it and remember it when you're feeling like this again if they do.