Just recently I've been having stranger urges. When I unload my dishwasher, while I'm putting away the knives I can't help but think about stabbing myself or nicking my eye or something. I don't want to, but I think about it every time I do the dishes. I do not self harm but I'm afraid that one day I'll impulsively do something if these weird thoughts do not stop.
I get weird urges like that sometimes. Not necessarily to hurt myself, but for example if I'm at the theatre, I get an urge to run up on stage Whenever you get an urge, take a deep breath and count to ten. It will go away.
lol - i am sorry for laughing at this, i once thought like that a few times it wasnt so much of an urge, but i think its from all the stuff you would hear or its all "what if" it went away lol i didnt have it bad... if your that worried, i would ask your boyfriend/gf/wife/husband whatever or a family member to unload IF you canif u cant maybe wash by hand? it might be different