I know I'm not with the person I was meant to be with, I screwed that up long ago. The man I am with now is wonderful, but the guy that I screwed up with when I was young and immature was the guy I was supposed to be with. Now he's with a controlling crazy woman and Im with someone who doesn't quite fit with me the way he did. It sucks but there's no changing what happened so I will just have to be happy.
No sense dwelling on the past unless you plan to do something about it. But if the person you're with now isn't right for you, he just isn't right. You may think you cant love anyone like the first guy again, but you can. You just have to find them, and you wont if you're too busy pretending to be happy with someone else