I'm not normally the type to go all mushy over a guy. But I have a huge crush on one of my friends. To the point where I had a rather... interesting dream about him.
Thing of it is... he's just turned 20.
And I'm closer to 30 than anything else. Also, I have a young child. He's hardly more than a baby himself really. But the way he acted when he found out I was pregnant (single mom the dad took off), and the way he acts around her are kind of one of the reasons that I think I started to see him differently.
I just feel weird thinking about it because he also happens to be younger than my younger brother.
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