I'm willing to travel half way across the country to have rough, kinky sex with a friend... because my boy friend won't do it. I've tried to get him interested in things that are a little more rough or more kinky, and he'll have nothing to do with it. It's frustrating. I haven't had an orgasm during sex in over a year because "normal" sex doesn't turn me on or do it for me. I've tried, for him, but it's just not working. I love him. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. But I'm not getting the sexual fulfillment that I need. *sigh* //end venting.
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