This might get lengthy. I just wanted to apologize ahead of time, I really need to say this though.
We were in love and you were crazy about me and I took it for granted. You wanted to marry me & have babies with me & take care of me. You adored me....and I hurt you. I didn't think I was in love but I was deeply in love and scared. Now were both married with kids and I never stop thinking about you. Its been 11 years since you've held me in your arms and told me you loved me.
Now I get to work beside your wife who hates me and belittles me about everything, I feel like she keeps opening this wound over and over. I have to always go on and on about how perfect my marriage is and how happy I am so that she doesn't really know how I'm feeling....because that is my deepest darkest secret...no one will ever love me the way you did. We were together 6 years and after 11 years apart and finding a man who is really good to me I still can't get over the fact that I ruined my true happiness and you won't even say hello to me. It kills me that we will never speak again yet I will always love you so much. I wonder if you ever think about me.
Probably not
(Btw I would never cheat on my husband and I do love him I just wish these feelings would go the hell away)
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