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01/28/2009

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I have relapsed in bulimia, today, I was sick until my stomach was sore from heaving.... but the pain, it felt good.

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interesting and kinda scary

[*~Amber~*|0 likes] [|reply]

ewww

[h0ney bee.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

:[ oh no.

[burt|0 likes] [|reply]

Well then imagine the fun you will have when the stomach acid eats through your esophagus!

I know it's not a laughing matter, but you're playing Russian Roulette with your body, and that game never ends happily.

[Poetic JusticeStar|0 likes] [|reply]

I hope you will seek help.

[xo heather|0 likes] [|reply]

well- what are you going to do when your teeth fall out and rot away and your breath has the constant puke smell to it?! thats not worth being skinny at all... honestly..

[StaRRyEyDSupRizStar|0 likes] [|reply]

not good. But i've been there. It sucks, but it feels good. I'm glad I'm past that though. If you ever need to talk....

[Kyle's MomStar|0 likes] [|reply]

well go get help. your gonna feel sorry for yourself when you look like a twig and your body starts to deteriorate and your teeth fall out. you'll be a skinny girl with no teeth and i know that men/women will not find that attractive.

[•º. Pretty Mess .º•|0 likes] [|reply]

starbucks iconYou need to get help.

Take Care heart pixel

[Harley QuinnStar|0 likes] [|reply]

the lack of sympathy and/or empathy from people about this is just astonishing. it's a disease, people. a real disease and it's just not that easy to fix. it's like with alcoholism, if you don't think you have a problem, you're not going to seek help. until you realize how bad it is is that when you get it.
the thing too is that when you're going through something like bulimia, you know how stupid it is. you know what it's doing to your body, but the compulsion to be thinner, look better and all that overwhelms any common sense. it's a hard thing to have to go through. a little kindness goes a long way, even notes at bloop!

[.Samma.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

h0ney bee, youre a. i really wish i could say what i want, but im not sure im allowed. an eating disorder isnt "ew." its a disease. is cancer "ew?" bitch.

[let it be ☮|0 likes] [|reply]


I agree with Samma about the comments on this entry...

I know it's been a few weeks now, author of this entry, but I hope you're on your way to getting the help you need.

[lithium layouts.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

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