So i don't really know anymore who i am. I have this feeling like i need to get out of this place to figure it out, but i'm stuck here.. bound by a job and my not so perfect despite what it seems family. Somethings gotta give I'm sick and tired of being sad and regret things. If i could i would just pretend to be someone else for a while. I can't stand me. I think it's time for a reinvention. I'm sick and tired of the lies that make up who I am and scared for the moment when they all come crumbling down. Sorry, i've needed to say that for a while.
"And I claim I'm not excited with my life anymore. So I blame this town, this job, these friends... the truth is it's myself." - Modest Mouse
I tried to run away from everything only to find that all my problems were in how I lived my life and handled situations. The same problems exist 1000 miles away from home unfortunately.
You need to love yourself before you can love your life and the people around you. If there are things you don't like about yourself (like habits and attitude for example), start making changes! You are in control of your life. Also, don't forget that no one is perfect so don't be too hard on yourself.
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"And I claim I'm not excited with my life anymore. So I blame this town, this job, these friends... the truth is it's myself." - Modest Mouse