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I got absolutely like no sleep last night. I don't know why, I just couldn't sleep. So I stayed up and worked on organizing all my old pictures and thinking. I've decided that I'm not going to throw away anymore old pictures. Even if they are pictures of me and an ex or whatever. Pictures are memories and memories mean something. No matter if it hurts now, it was what I wanted then and was what made me happy then. Anything that makes you and has made you happy in the past is worth keeping, right?
I'm starting my diet now. I weigh 172. I know I'm not really going to be able to lose until after my surgery, but I should be having my surgery soon, so I am going ahead and starting my diet so it will be easier after surgery to lose. I already drink nothing but water and juice, and of course you gotta have some milk. I'm going to start watching what I eat and how much food I intake. I'm going to start eating smaller portions of what I eat. I'm going to try to do sit ups and walk everyday. Even if it's not walking long, I'm going to try to get some walking in. Like I just got back from walking like 15 minutes. I'm also going to try like yoga or dancing to music or something like that. I also heard that cleaning can burn calories too. If anyone has any ideas or anything about diets, please share. I'm very interested. I am determined to lose the weight that cushings has made me gain.
I am now reading Undead and Unwelcome. It's really good but I haven't had much time to read today. But I plan on reading when I finish this entry. My stomach is killing me. Like it has been for the past two or three weeks. Stupid cushings syndrome. I am so ready to get better.
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