Doubts?

I finally had a day off yesterday after working 10 days in a row, but I'm not sure if it really helped. I'm sick with a cold or something, so my day off kind of sucked. I took a nap because I really needed one, but then I had a hard time falling asleep and I kept waking up.

So I'm not looking forward to working 9 hours today. And lately my head has been hurting. They aren't the pains I've gotten within the last few months, these are different pains, so that kind of worries me.

Just Monday Mom and I were discussing that I've been feeling better and I might not go back to the ENT because she really hasn't gone anything. She just had me get a bunch of tests done. I figured that if stress or work was the issue, I would've felt like shit these past 2 weeks. Well just that night my head started hurting...

So I don't know if it's from exhaustion, or from this cold, or that I might start my period soon. I haven't had my period since the beginning of February, so it's hard telling if these pains are from my BC or not, because I obviously have no clue when I'll start again.

I pray every night and ask God to keep helping me get better, and I guess that's all I can do. I just hate that every time I start to feel good and think that whatever is wrong with me is finally going away, something happens and I have doubts.

I miss Mark a lot. Work has been hectic for both of us. He's lucky I'm not there because I would've had a hard time letting him leave for work yesterday. I'm sure we could both use a week off, but that won't happen!

And speaking of work... It's time for me to go.