Well here's an update... my chest has been hurting on the right side since this morning and it's makin my right arm and shoulder hurt. i'm goin to the dr tomorrow cuz i don't wana go to the hospital. church was amazing this morning! i love pastor liz! me and anthony been fighting today. i just went to the bathroom and had pink on the tissue but still aint started so idk if i am starting or having the implantation bleeding that comes along with pregnancy... but prob. starting since i have had all negative tests... i've been emotional too but that come with either/or. but we were arguing b/c i put lyrics on my status from keri hilson that says "ima have you so woozy u gon think i invented x" like ecstacy (i think that's how you spell it) and he didn't like the image it gives me. i understand but he don't have to get mad about it all he has to do is explain why he don't like it... like my tongue ring and girls wearing thongs... like he didn't like it so i took my tongue ring out (he didn't tell me to but i wanted to show him that i had respect for him and myself) and i only wear thongs around him or if i'm wearing something i don't want ppl to see panty lines... (which is why thongs were made in the first place) but all our arguments lead to other arguments and it gets crazy... and the messed up thing is that he don't even argue or yell I DO... idk how to control my temper i'm crazy... lol, but i'm talkin to him right now and we're calm i just need some comforting some times and don't like some of the things he says to me. some things he says hurts me and really hits me deep down... but i'm off for now i think... i called off work tonight cuz of my chest i'll let you all know what the dr says tomorrow. xoxo
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