As of today

Welp, I guess i'm having contractions and dilating. 2 cm so far. I guess I could go into labor early. Which is exciting and scary. What if he doesn't weigh enough..? But i'll finally get to hold him.... I hope he stays in there for as long as possible though. I know it would make Jake feel a lot closer to him if he was born close to his birthday. Hopefully he'll make it to the day. lol. I know he has it hard with this. He doesn't get to feel it the way that I do. I can feel everything he does. Even his hickups. But Jake just gets to feel him kick every once in a while. Not to mention the fact that he has to deal with my hormones. I'm bitchy enough as is. lol. We're going to bring his bed back with us from Dugger this time. It makes me so happy. I still have to get a dresser for his clothes. But now i'll at least be able to look at his little bed and know he'll sleep there. It's comforting. Apparently having sex this far in was a BAD idea. That's what started the dilating and everything. Weird ass shit. Now Jake is afraid to. I'm so mad. lol. I wish someone was off work so I could hang out. I'm so bored right now. I got to see Katy for a little bit today. And apparently she's turning into a perv. lol. She wanted me to come and look at a half nude pic of the guy that plays Edward. anyway. I gotta go.

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