Well. Jake is finally back from his trip, and I am happy as hell that he is. I could have cried when he showed up at my gramas to get me. I was so freaking excited. lol.
I got to talk to him just about every day that he was gone. Whether it be through text or over the phone. But it still wasn't the same. I wanted to kiss him and hug him. Even my grandpa was being nice to him.
It makes me really happy that my family likes him. And my grandpa liking him is really something. Especially since he's NEVER liked anyone. Only Jerimiah, and that's because he's respectful to him. Which is a load of crap. lol. But it's what he says.
I still haven't talked to my mom since the fight I got into with her. Which is fine and dandy with me. You don't fucking punch me and get away with it. Especially when it's a sucker punch. And I showed her that. Which is why she's still mad at me. Apparently I shouldn't have laid my hands on her. Well, she shouldn't have hit me. I told her a long ass time ago that if she ever hit me again, I was going to bust her in her fat fucking face. The only problem is that the stupid bitch still owes me 60 dollars. But it's cool, she'll need something from me again soon. And she won't get it. Ever.
It's funny because she was the one that reported Catherine for what she was doing to the kids. And the kids were there and told their councilors what she did. Granted they told them that I hit her back, but i'm not the one fighting for custody of them. And when they told them that she refused to feed them, and then came in and got into a fight with me, it didn't look good on her part. lol. She's SO stupid.
Artemis is doing really good. He likes to chew on EVERYTHING. But what puppy doesn't.
And I guess Josh and Candy apologized to Tajuana. Which is all I really cared about that thing.
So. Everything is pretty good right now.
Looking back on the past year, I can't believe how much things have changed. I thought at first that they were bad. But now I realize that they were for the better. I know who my real friends are now. And we've all become closer than ever. But that's what happens when you go through hell and back together. We were all that we had to make it through...And I love each and every one of them.
I have an AMAZING love. One that i've been looking for for ages, and never thought i'd find. When I finally gave up, he snuck up on me. lol.
And although he isn't sissy, I have an adorable little puppy.
Things could still get a little better. But hell, at least their not as shitty as they were last year. They've gone WAY up since then.
My resolution, is to try and do as much good as possible. After all, it's all I can do.
I love my life.
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