Non iam
by wugs

I hate titles

10/17/2010

begin.

It's hard for me to keep up with diaries. I check other Bloops, but I don't update mine. Oh well.

I'm 17. whoop whoop. To be honest, I just want out of my house.

My parents are fucking ridiculous. I don't feel like outlining it, but mom's just a general bitch.

Being gay is more and more annoying every day. I absolutely love it, generally, because I can be a normal, masculine guy and play the "he doesn't seem gay, oh that's pretty cool" card, but I can also flip a bitch and pull out my gay voice if I need to. It's all just great fun. But the whole "I'm actually really fucking depressed about love, why do teenagers suck so much ass at maturity" thing is really getting me down.

For one, I'm finally over Denny. Not sure why, exactly, but I'm relieved. To be honest, I'm not majorly crushing on anyone I know personally. One guy, Nathan, I go to school with is kinda cute, but no one to lose sleep over.

Now I seem to be obsessed with creeping on Yigit Pura from Top Chef Just Desserts. For one, I absolutely LOVE his name because it has a goddamn silent G in it. TURKEY IS AWESOME. But yeah, he is fiiiiiiine. So I was watching the episodes, laughing at how ridiculous Zac and Tim were, but sad that the hot one was probably straight. Then, this past week, Yigit just says in passing, "Yeah, my boyfriend has me make soufflés all the time." WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT. So now I have this huge adorkable crush on a taken guy. At least this one is finally gay. Just, you know, 12 years older, taken, and on the other side of the country.

Seriously, though. Facebook his ass. Cute as hell. :3 #teamdiva #godiva

/me spends too much time on Twitter.

I was going to rant about how I hate my general generation with words like "legit", "chill", etc., but I'm too lazy.

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