One post per year, as is my way

06/11/2014

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Haha oh man, I seem to always randomly find my Bloop account when I'm going back through old blog posts.

Today (tonight...) it's because I'm feeling, well, depressed honestly. I've been battling recurring bouts of depression that come in week-or-so-long bursts. It's gotten to the point that I'm familiar enough with the feeling to sense it coming, understand what it is, and know about how long I'll have to wait it out. I only made one concrete plan for the next week, and that friend is giving me an out to cancel it, which I'm going to do after I finish this post.

In less upsetting news, I just finished my second year at NYU about a month ago. Summer's always boring, but especially this year it seems. My random-ass summer hobby, though, seems to be Dungeons & Dragons of all things. I read every book on 4th edition and have been DMing for my friends for the past two weeks. It's a hell of a lot of fun, and not at all the game I thought it was from the cultural stigma/stereotype. I didn't know it was basically a storytelling game with math! Those are, like, two of my favorite things!

Everything else has been about the same. I'll be 21 in October, meaning I'll finally be the legal age to drink in this stupid country. I mean, I've been drinking at least on occasion since 2010, but in October I can go to the nicer bars instead of the seedy back-alley ones that don't card.

My best friend in New York from freshman year quit/took a break from school for mental health reasons, and while I'm proud of fleur for doing that, I seriously miss fleur. Like, a lot. Hopefully I'll be visiting fleur tomorrow when I take my sister to the airport. She's flying to Vegas because she's going to UNLV this fall. Weird to think my little sister is already getting ready for college. We have family in Vegas, though, so she's staying with my grandparents for a week to go to orientation.

Anyway, I guess that's enough for a random 2am yearly life update. I'm 'wugs' on tumblr if you want regular updates, but tonight is a poor example of my blogging style, hahahaha.

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