I knew it

04/23/2011

I knew that his paycheck wouldn't be any better. What I hate the most is he starts handing out money before he gets home. Its like I get no say in what gets paid from week to week. I told him last week we were two months behind on electric plus there is Easter. We of course dont have enough for electric now since he have his mom money and did another bill that could have waited. He says he will get it this week. We have rent this week and he never makes enough in one week to pay it entirely so how are we gonna do that? I honestly do not believe he even makes what he says and I cant prove otherwise because theres no stub. Convenient for him. I complain about his brother whom he works for so about money so I'm sure he says shit just to shut me up. I am l8tr tired of it. I know I can do better...but I dont want to give up everything because of money issues. I just wonder if I will ever be happy. Lying is really second nature to him.