*gasp* you're back?! i'm like never on bloop anymore since i don't have constant accress to a computer and when i do get on, i have limited time. GRRR I WANT A COMPUTTTEEERRR. i miss my mandy pandy
yeah for the most part i was done in sept. i mean i just found stuff randomly for people and im like cool xmas gift. which worked out godod since i lost my job so i at least have one gift for everyone even if it isnt everything i wanted to geth them
i think we bonded a little just now. i wipe my feet off before putting shoes and socks on. our carpets are always just a disaster. i walk all over them though. but i have to wipe the grit and stuff before putting shoes and stuff on usually. but sometimes i'm like fuck it. anyway... i love cute shoes. that's my problem though. i have all these girlie adorable heel shoes... but i almost never wear them lol. i cant wear sneakers and "normal" shoes because they dont fit at my heel/ankel and it rubs and rubs and rubs the back of my foot at the tendon area raw and i get blisters and it hurts and sooo i just dont. i have to when i use the treadmill though but thats where bandaids come in lol so anyway the shoes i tend to buy -which is almost never cause i'm poor- lol are usually like cute little tennis shoes that have no backs. like mules i guess. my last 2 pairs of shoes have been keds. i love keds lol. but yeah i also have 3 inch heel knee high hooker boots that i love and can barely walk in.
crate training i've heard is sorta hard unless you start them early on. brodie was just a baby when i got him and he was already used to being in a kannel. he'll still make a mess now and then... but that's if i keep him in there too long so it's really my fault. but making a mess while everyone is sleeping.. eh. the only thing i can think of is what i've read before. getting the pup on a schedule. it seems weird but eventually it just comes natural. like take pup first thing when you wake up... feed pup... then an half hour to an hour later take him out again. after a while again. yada yada etc etc. then of course one last time right before bed. also getting them used to potty training pads for inside if you can't take pup outside or the potty training isn't going so well. brodie's kennel is massive for his size so he can at least get away from him. he tends to bury it in his towels and lay on it though cause he's a dumbass... lol. anyway ashley had been taking the puppies (ezie's litter) outside every one to two hours to make them go potty. its a commitment but someones gotta do it. i just have potty pads all over.. it gets gross and frustrating cause ezie misses half the time. but i can't go up and down the stairs a million times a day and there are so many big dogs. plus i'd never forgive myself if one of the pups got away. this parking lot is insanely busy and we're close to a major street and ughhh...... ok hi i babble.
k done. long entry. i write long ones all the time and don't think about it lol.. but now i feel bad lol jk. anyway.. yay for big checks. i'm the same way... wanting to buy something but then thinking of reality and damn i should PROBABLY save some of that lol. i usually spend ugh lol.
still reading this entry.. but i thought i'd throw my 2 cents in. another way to convince jeff on letting smokey get his balls taken away... getting animals fixed extends their health. somehow they are more prone to diseases if they arent fixed. i mean shots are important too. but leaving cats "whole" can get messy. they'll spray like everything... well they probably still will if they're older when they get fixed cause that habit will have taken shape already. plus there are soooo many cats in this world... nobody can house a million cats each so it's just better for the cat to not let it go around making babies nobody can take care of. it's sad. too many cats die in shelters because of over population. and anyway, my cousin kat's male cat had MASSIVE balls... and even after getting snipped... they're still huge. so anyway come male cats still look like they have manhood and they really don't. they can pretend. lol.
i'll read this entry later. just repling to your comments.
i can organize for other people... but for myself it's like... ugh death lol. i helped my moms cousin redo her kitchen a few years ago and she tells me any time i see her that she's still keeping it up lol. junk drawers are fun... getting those junk drawer organizers. yeah. anyway i got her one and as i took stuff out of the drawer she went through it and ended up throwing half of it away because she didn't remember it being there and didn't need it lol.
anyway i looked you up on peekyou.com and i did find you. i can't remember what's on it but you're there. anyway my friend des and i looked people up and she said that it pulls info from other websites. but it also blends results together. so under my name, there is actually 3 different people. links to 3 different myspace profiles. the pictures taken from my profile had at one time or another been my default picture... so that's how it got the pictures. most people i looked up though didnt have any stolen pics like me psh. nikki ended up emailing the site to say hey i've never lived in FL and my middle name doesn't start with an L... they changed it within minutes. creepy. if i ever get enough energy i'll email them and ask if they'll please remove my info. it just freaks me out cause i looked up my friend nick and even though it didn't have pictures.. it had a list off to the left of the page that said "possible family" and it had his dad -who has been dead since 2004- his mom and his younger brother. no pics or anything but still. this website has like everybody. i don't understand the point of the site. at all.
it was a different society when we were kids. It was more carefree when we were kids. I remember that all my freetime was spent outside, when now they sit and play on the computer and watch hanna montana and the like. I work with kids and they look at me funny when I tell them about my childhood.
I have been disabled all my life, and during my school years I was never made fun of for being "different". Now, it wouldn't surprise me if I was. Actually, I do remember having one bully, but my principal at the school was wicked awesome and took care of it right away and the "bully" never bothered me again. If teachers and principals actually took the time to take care of things that way, then I think there wouldn't be so much school shootings and the like .
you may think it's crazy that this is happening and they're only 12... but the reality of when you and i were 12 is so much different than 12 year olds now. it's insane. i mean... i was still secretly playing with my fisher price dollhouse when i was 12. and even at 13/14 kat and i played with our american girl dolls lol. i mean sure i had my barbie's back in the day having sex but i mean... still lol. mom works at a middle school -the one i went to for only a few months of 7th grade. i didn't know anyone and i was so depressed she pulled me out of the school.- anyway she's got all these stories of bullies beating down other kids. there have been knife scares and knife realities -though luckily the knives are found out before being used- i dunno... middle school is dangerous man. puberty makes kids insane i think lol. and it sucks horribly that a kid defending himself would be kicked out of school but nothing happens in the first place to the kid doing the bullying. seriously i think all bullies need a slap in the face and to be taught about all those way deadly school shootings. "the kids you pick on may one day shoot you so knock that shit off" lol ya know? ugh. blah. poor will. that is a hard spot to be in... want it to stop but don't want mommy there. *sigh* and ps we haven't talked on the phone in ages.
yeah working with a spouse aint always so lovely and dandy. my mom used to work with my dad when they were married -house cleaning business- and she would end up having to do most of the house because he'd hole up in the kitchen forever. whenever she helps him now days -usually around xmas so we can leave town sooner- he does the same thing.. she does most of the work. it's like wtf.