i;ve tried to contact bloop support about resetting my password so i can access bloop on a different computer and it times out and i tried when logged into this computer and nothing either. is there no bloop support anymore?

Username is Webby

Email on account is 

Request to change password get email is sent and then no email appears in my spam or inbox folder from bloop. so i can only access my bloop on a computer with the login info saved and no way to change it. because im not getting the change password email!?

 How do i get my password reset?

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FLASHBACK: The last time I ran out of my meds was because they forced me, in Michigan and I was stuck at that house, and the only thing that helped was alcohol, whiskey to be exact, and I had to hide the amount I was drinking just to be okay to calm down. I was held hostage like stolkholm syndrome really because every day i was with her driving past the hospital and yet i didnt have my medicine so didnt have ANY guts without it and i didnt just jump out and get my ass into the hospital and get them to give me my meds. every day i smiled back at her when i really wanted to smash her and all their faces in cept for the kids of course. and they used them againt me cuz those 2 little girls loved me and would come and both be in my lap when the mother went ape shit which was always and screamed and hollered and id rock them abck and forth, hiding my own trauma that was happening, hiding the whiskey in the closet, begging God to forgive me for going there in the first place. they wouldnt take me back to her moms, they took me to the middle of nowhere and said they werent keepoing me which was technically true but it was miles and miles and miles in middle of nowhere, after promising me they wouldnt keep me againt my will and woudl take me back if i wanted to go back. but when i asked to go back, nope. so i went out to work with her every day she was a door dash person and every day i should have jumped outta the car but i was in full time withdrawal from the lyrica. oh my god.

I have spoken privately to some people about all of this but havent really said anything publicly till now. Earlier this year I was psychologically manipulated and tortured and I finally see it. Telling someone God said to do such and such but making the person believe its their choice, telling them HEY YOU HAVE FREE WILL BUT IF YOU DONT DO THIS THEN YOU WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE WRATH OF GOD AND THE CONSEQUENCES FROM HIM. I lived for MONTHS under this kinda programming and had no medication and no outside contact that could actually help me. I was stuck ina place I could not get away from and tho was not technically held hostage its the same damn thing. Constant pressure to follow the ' Lord ' and God help ya if you dont do what He says. Wrath and anger and brimstone is NOT THE GOD I KNOW. Nor would I want to. Stockholm syndrome kicked in at one point because I was taken ina vehicle every day ina city but without my one medication I was a scared little mouse and unable to think clearly or make decisions AT ALL. The day I was told I would not be taken to the hospital because ' THE LORD ' didnt say to, was the last straw, I knew Ihad to get help. And I did. And the two people who came and rescued me will probably read this and I wont name drop but I have tears in my eyes as I say thanks. I think I would have died in that house if you had not come. And these people say all kindsa things about me, but two wrongs dont make a right and I seriously am grateful to not be there today. Thank you God.

Holy cow!  It has been since May of 2023 since I have posted.  Honestly, so much has happened in life since then.  Some good and some....not so good.  I guess that is life.

So, in case you need an update, I am in my 5th year of teaching art.  I have 2 more months to teach until summer break.  I still enjoy it.  Update done there.  Haha.

The past 2 months, I have been working (aka: getting paid VS. volunteering) at the local art gallery at which I usually volunteer.  They have a program for area school kids in 3rd grade to come in and experience art.  They look at art, talk about art, and make art of some kind.   This year, they got to look at art by Ardith Goodwin.  She wrote a fantasy type book for kids around the made up world of Ardithian.   She also created all the artwork for the book.  Her artwork is very colorful and imaginative.  The kids also got to join in on the "mystery room".  They made their own vimispheres which then became the sunset around the made up world of Spivithia in a gallery all their own.  They had a great time seeing that come to life.  Heck, I enjoyed seeing it all come to life.  They also wrote their own Zine story about "A Day in the Art Gallery".  I lloved hearing some of their fun stories. 

We have had WAY too much snow.  I may be exaggerating, but I was tempted to build a series of Inuksuk figures in the tundra of my yard.  It has been bitterly cold.  I am not a winter person or a cold weather person.  Snow and Ice are dirty words to me.  You get an immediate reaction to both of those words and it is not positive.  Haha.  On the up side, I did get an official snow day for the first time since college....several times.  I have been working my ass of these past few months so it was nice.  For those who do not know, I usually only work 2 jobs and volunteer once a week.   I have literally been working 4 jobs these past 2 months.  Yike-a-roonies!  I know I am crazy.  You do not have to tell me. 

I think part of the reason I have kept crazy busy is because I am still grieving for my grandmother.  She died in August.  She is one of "Rocks of Gibraltar" who raised me.  Now, both of my grandparents are gone on my mother's side.  I feel so lost without them.  I had them in my life for 42 years of my life so it is weird with them not being there to call.  With the exception of the past 2-3 months, I have been busy putting together a printed version of my maternal line of genealogy.  I started that in August, at the request of my aunts/uncle.  It was extremely hard to deal with in the beginning because I was triggered by so may things regarding my grandparents.  It wasn't only my grandparents who triggered me.  I also lost 2 other family members.  My cousin, Emma, died in August of 2023.  A year to the date of her death, my brother in law, Brad, passed away from cancer.  

My sister has been a complete and utter pill to swallow for the past 5 years....for many reasons (and to many people).  I love her but that is the stark truth.  Yes, she can be a pill on a good day (we all can be) but she has not been herself for too long now.  I worry about her.  I miss my sister....she needs to come back to the family. 

My niece, Hailey, is expecting her first child this summer.  I am so excited for her and wish the best for the both of them.  Let's just say that I am over the moon that the baby daddy is not in the picture anymore.  I will leave it at that.....haha.  She is expecting a little boy.  He will be my great nephew.  Sadly, haha, I am a great aunt several times over.  This is the first time on my maternal side however.  

Well, I think my brain has lost all its words for a moment.  It did only get 6.5 hours of sleep and I have worked all day long.  Then, I went to a teacher's meeting and ran errands.  The day is not done.  My brother is about to get a belated birthday call.  His birthday was yesterday, but I have plans for him today....buahahahaha....

I will shut up and dance way on the dust motes that are my thoughts.....--Your friendly neighborhood ballerina, Robyn

So, today, I will just relax, already did my computer maintenance. I had myself a morning catnap... well, slumped over the computer is more like it! 😁😁😁😁

I will play the Sims... I put the stories everywhere but I think that I will put them here too.

Sammy

It's been awhile, hasn't it? I was just thinking about past blogs I have had, and I was trying to remember this one... I finally remembered lol...

I need to update the visualization and the front page, but hey... all in due time. :P

Is anyone still using BD???

Or am I just screaming into the abyss?

Sammy

So that's it, then. Millions of my countrymen couldn't be arsed to show up on Election day, and that's ballgame.I'm hearing people talking about how to get through the next 4 years, how we're going to take it all back in 2028, how we're going to reverse all of his damage. I've been hearing people at risk talking about getting out, to Canada or perhaps overseas. 
    Problem is, there's nowhere to go. Nowhere to hide. We're years, perhaps months away from irrevocable permanent harm being done to the ecosystem. And he's been perfectly clear that he wants to do as much harm to the environment as possible. Hell, if he could figure out a way to require everyone to drive coal-powered cars he'd jump at the chance. There's not going to be any "going back" or fixing it. We're cooked. Literally. Well played, folks. But hey, maybe eggs will be a little cheaper for a month or two. That was worth it, right?

And yeah, I know that the majority of people on this long-forgotten site are below the legal voting age. And I'm sorry that the older generations, mine included, have failed you so very badly. I just have literally nowhere else I can express this stuff. Feel free to just move along and write me off as another elderly wackadoo.