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The Rat Maze Wall
by Awakened

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Confessions

07/17/2010

Linda, a twenty year old girl who works for me, hinted to me yesterday that she may be breaking up with her boyfriend.  I see her twice a week and every time I see her (when she’s working for me), she would dress in a very sexy way showing off her knock-out figure.

Yesterday, she worked for me for five hours dressed in these extremely short and tight shorts and her shapely breasts were bulging through her tight polo shirt.  Although Linda does not particularly have a beautiful face, she is very cute with an  irresistible figure.  There is an apparent mutual attraction between us, and it is very tempting.

Linda is also an extremely smart and a highly competent worker.  It’s hard to find good help like her.  I can’t ruin this.  God help me so that I don’t mess this up.

There are many other reasons why I must not give into temptation.  For one, I’ve made a similar mistake back in 1999 and it cost me five years and a lot of pain.  I was in no man’s land for five years afterwards.

If I give into temptation now with Linda, the cost will probably be greater.

It’s just so hard to resist Linda, and the way she is dressing and her cute and perky personality are making it so hard.

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[Live Life|0 likes] [|reply]

Thanks for commenting. I just want to clarify.

“Getting caught” doesn’t really apply here because I am not married nor do I have a girlfriend. Even if I give into temptation with her, I wouldn’t do it until she breaks up with her boyfriend. The cost is losing someone who is a very valuable contribution to my freelance work. As a worker, she is very smart and competent.

Another cost is that which is spiritual-mental-emotional. I am quite sure that there will be no long-term relationship with her. It’s merely a physical attraction. It isn’t right and it will affect my relationship with my Creator. He would not be pleased, just like he wasn’t pleased when I made a similar mistake years ago. After my mistake back then, He put me in no-man’s land (spiritually, mentally, and emotionally as well as career-wise.) I was in no-man’s land for five years (depressed and stuck).

I am also thinking that you probably misunderstood me when you used the words “getting caught”. She works for me in my freelance work, so there are no bosses to catch us. I am the boss. Since I’ve already mentioned that she is twenty years old, I am sure you didn’t misunderstood her to be underage.

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