three entries in a week, I am spoiling you guys! Just wanted to write about last night and today really...obviously if you read my last entry you'd know I stayed at andrew's last night. i was so nervous the whole night at work, knowing i was going over there and felt sick most of the night got there about 10; he was pissed off because he had a letter from lisa saying he had to go into work for a formal disciplinary on tuesday for his timekeeping. well i don't know what to write without it all being waaaayy too much information for you guys...but we didn't have sex, you'll all be happy to know although it came a bit close..he even went upstairs and got a condom :/ but decided against it. I asked him if he'd ever done [what he was doing] before, and he said he was actually still a virgin! at 27! don't know how he got so good if he'd never done it before. LOL. Went up to bed..not even sure what time that was tbh, prob around 1:30am..asked me where i wanted to sleep and i said didnt mind; so he took my arm and led me into his room..no wonder i had an awful nights sleep! Someone rang the house phone at 2:40am, and left an answerphone message, some guy saying 'stop messaging my missus, it's rhodri, stop talking to her, thanks' ...withheld number! I had to wake him up as once he'd taken his hearing aid out, he couldnt hear it properly. very strange, the guy was slurring on the phone though so i reckon he was drunk and had the wrong number. weird or what!
anyway i woke up early as usual, annabel had text me so i was awake.. then eventually we got up and showered and he went off to church; but came back at 12, we spent the afternoon watching tv really which was nice but we talked and agreed to slow it down a bit, it has all been a bit crazy, this has all happened in less than a week, and although I was happy with it, I didn't want to make him do anything he wasn't ready for (do i sound like a man?!).
time for bed now (if i can get any sleep!) |