hometown glory

nick is taking the seperation very very heavily.

its been one day and i heard from 3 seperate people at home (sarah, steve & megan) that he was just not himself in school yesterday. he didnt talk to anyone and was sad all day long. nick always spends the afternoons until like 7 at megan's... well last night he was there for 15 mins and just went home to be by himself. he told me everything there reminded him of me and that he couldn't get me off his mind. i asked him if he also ate his feelings too and he laughed.

i was just glad to hear him laugh again.

last night he said he needed a new hobby. i told him to pick up knitting and to make me a scarf. haha.

he loves me so much. its the best feeling, ever. he loves me more than i could ever imagine. if you told me he was going to treat me this wonderfully a year ago and that he was going to love me this much i would have never believed you.

his two hour phone calls every night help. a lot.

i miss my nicholaus copernicus.