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02/17/2009



in my alcoholism i drank an entire box of red wine, by myself, last night. i woke up at 6 am with my laptop open, the cd playing that nick bought me (michael franti), my lights on, and sitting up. i feel sick, i havent taken my birth control in 4 days so now im dying.... not my fault i was thrown out of my house without anytime to pack. nick wants to see me today but i think i want to commit suicide instead.

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Don't say that. Talks of ending your life are no joke. I've been there. I know what you're going through. My sister threw me out with no notice once and that lead to the biggest mistake of my life.

And it's not fair to the people who honestly love you, like nick, who will be left to grieve for you once you're gone. I know it looks like shit right now, but trust me, it'll get better. Maybe not today, tomorrow or even next year, but it will Keep your head up.

[CouldBeYou-Again|0 likes] [|reply]

do it.
give me the gun.
i'll pull the trigger for you!

OR!
you can take a deep breath, tell yourself that the world is not gonna kick your ass,
pull yourself up by your bootstraps,

and fucking CARRY ON.
people would be sad if you died.

[[.:Shelbi:.]|0 likes] [|reply]

you need to take your birth control. :[ it will mess you up if you don't take it for days like that...as you know.

[burt|0 likes] [|reply]

In a month you will realize that this situation is not bad enough to want to commit suicide. And when you're back in Albany, you'll wish you saw Nick more. You'll be okay, I promise!

[xo heather|0 likes] [|reply]

see nick. one:: he'll probably make you feel better. and two:: you know you're going to miss him when you go back to albany.

[jessn.|0 likes] [|reply]

i love you

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