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What's Next?!?!?! | 03/03/2009 |
 What's Next
Okay SO I am offically getting weaker it seems. I was feeling really sick y-day and today isn't even better. I called of work today and I have the next three days off including today so hopefully I will get better. I called my mom on the way home from school today and she told em that i could stay home and forget what everyone else says. But hey I did go to school though. I left like 5 minutes early but I was there. See I dont' live with my real parents I live with my mom cousin here in Ohio. My real parents and family still live in west Virginia. I miss them I really do but I moved up here because of my boyfriend and to better myself in schooling. Its just soemtimes I wish that I would of styaed back home but other than that I think that I made a good choice by moving. I talk to my parents everyday and they help me out by sending me money when I need it. just like they sent me 300 dollars to get my car fixed but I still have one more thing that I need to get done to it. I just can't wait to see them in a few weeks. It is going to be great even though my boyfriend and I won't have much money to go cuz he has to get his car fixed and its going to be like 300 or more. UGH! But anyways...I go this Thursday to get my CPR and First Aid certification renewed from where I moved. I just hope that I can pass th etest again. I have been practicing online like everyday and I am pretty confident that I can do it, it is just so fusterating because if I was back in WV all I would have to do is pay 3 dollars and I can get them again for another 2 years.
Tyler went last wekk and got that DNA test done and I just hope and pray to the good Lord above that it is not his baby. I just don't knwo what I would do if it turned out to be his. I have always dreamed of having his first kid. Not some other girl and it happened becasue they were at a prty and they were drunk and I was in WV. That just proves what alcohol does to you. Its horrible. But only God knows if it is or not. Yeah I have said that I can't stand the girl and I want to beat her up but I don't think that it will slove anything. From what I have heard she is really really nasty and has been with so many guys that it isn't even funny. I know that I will never be in a situation because I couldn't live with myself. I know it sounds like I am just rambling on but I am here alone and I need somethign top do and someone to talk to. lol. AllI know is that this coming up Monday we all will knwo for sure if the kid is his or not. I just pray it isn't. I am 17 I will be 18 at the end of this month and there is no way I am ready to help take care of a baby. I have basically all my life and I wouldn't knwo what to do and thigns I jsut don't want to have to deal with it and the thought that wow I am helping take care of this baby and it isn;'t even mone. Plus the girl said multiple times that the only reason why she said that the baby was Tylers is because she wanted to get with him and kock my out of the picture. When she found out that I was living with him things got worse. It is too long of a story but lets just put it this way I have neevr heard so many lies from one person in my life. Anyways...I guess I am going to go for now and hopefully after I wake back up from taking a nap I will gte back on here.
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