He's just not that into me
Right now I am suffering a major mind/heart disconnect. My mind knows that Gaspar is just not into me like that, because if he were, he would make the time to see me. I've known this all along. It's my heart that just can't let go of the "what if". So, I haven't "heard" from him since early yesterday morning. He has not spoken to me yet today at work, nor has he texted me. I'm not sure why but I need to, once again, try stepping back and distancing myself so that I can get over my "infatuation" and move on to something/someone else. It will be a lot easier when I get a new job and I don't have to see him every day at work. Part of me wants to just sever things completely, but he owes me $360 and I'm not quite ready to forgive the debt. Love stinks!
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