First of thank u all so much for all your comments that really helps, alot. Some are kinda difficult to read but others make me feel less bad for whats going on.
Ive been thinking to myself that if i didnt love him or didnt want to be eith him. I wouldnt wanna spend time with him, or laugh and smile when i think about good times, and i would wanna hold or kiss him. well the thing is i want all of the above. I want to spend every second with him. Itds just when were apart its a lightswitch of emotion and that seems odd to me. I almost think that its abnormal in a human sence. I love kyle with all my heart and i wanna be with him, but then 2 seconds later im crying? Is my birth control screwing up my hormones? anyone ever feel like this? |
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