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09/04/2013

So typing off my iPhone, of the wonders of technology I am almost certain I will love this more than my trusty laptop. So since I last wrote a lot has happened. I've gone through so much this year. I have so much to say but where to start, wasn't sure if I'd love for a while but it happened with J. I'm trying to be good and patient, you know you find someone and something so perfect....just breathe.

My health went ape shit for a while and I don't remember much of my stay in the hospital. I got pissed as fuck the other day I was hanging out at the hospital and miss terry comes out and asks if I'm still getting married. It was hard to compose myself and not be pissy. How rude ya know? I calmly told her no and explained why. I hate explaining that to people, like why do I even have to? :/ I'm trying to sell my dresses and my family is like "omg no save it and use it for when you get married again." Man, I never even did it the first time and why would I do that? Lol damn my hillbilly family. If I ever do the wedding thing again, well ill cross that bridge when I get to it. I'm not even thinking that right now lol

Neal brought roxy over not long ago and we were civil and nice. My dad hates him so he was ultimate daddy grizzly bear lol he got mad the other night when I was crying and asked why his baby was crying and asked my mom what boy did it to me and my dad, well. I'm his baby what do you think he said? We live in the south lol

My aunt is in the hospital and I'm going out of town this weekend with my dad to the cabin.

I've been singing more and writing more songs. I'm so proud if how far I've come and my voice has really come along nicely everyone keeps saying sing me a song put your videos on YouTube. Well see.

Hope everyone is well. I'm exhausted. Xxoo sleep doesn't come as easily to me anymore