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Drive.me.FastxxCrash.me.Crazy
by LoserPalooza

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Does it Make me a Bad Person?

05/31/2009

I think I may have developed some version of a crush on a guy that I work with. I say some version, because I don't feel like I'm physically attracted to him, and I would never cheat on derek with him, but I find him to be one of the most amazing people I've ever met. Everytime I clock on, I look around to see if I can find him, because he makes working there so much easier for me. For one thing, he's incredibly entertatining, despite what all the backtstabbing little whores there say. I don't care if he tends to repeat the same jokes over and over, what's funny about them is the way it makes the customers react. He does magic, which is awesome, I've never met a magician, even if what he does is just little tiny illusions I'm not smart enough to figure out. Unfortunately, this has all changed, as his crazy psycho-bitch wife decided to freak out since he's the only straight guy working with like 20 decently attractive women around his age. I guess, if I was in her position, I might feel the same, i kind of understand where she's coming from, but to actually upset him to a point where he won't talk to anyone is just shitty. I wonder what she did...I mean, that's who he is, he's a fun, outgoing, charismatic person by nature, you should have enough faith to say "I've got the ring that counts." But does this make me a bad person? To envy and admire someone so much?
 
Derek started night shift, although...I think i mentioned that in a previous entry. I can't be too sure, because I'm going on three days with a total of six hours of sleep altogether and I'm just wiped.
 
So, a while back, I transfered my wow toons to a new server as a girl from work invited me to play with her. Needless to say, she's never on. No big deal, I only paid $25 to join her.../frown. Doesn't matter, I found a stable guild, I like the people, I get along with them pretty well, and I'm actually enjoying end game content again. As far as the girl goes, well, I don't so much blame her. She has a lot of other servers to play on, and a lot of friends to play with, whether or not I get left out of all of that doesn't matter. She talks to me at work a lot, and I'm actually surprised by how similar we are, despite her having something like six kids at 28. She's also incredibly easy for me to talk to, because she knows how to fill my over-shyness with conversation. Works for me.

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