The Big Bang Theory

 

My sister decided to star talking to me again. No matter how much time I spent sitting in my room telling myself I wouldn't fall for her games, wouldn't help her, wouldn't talk to her this time, I lent her some of our gamecube games...and...even our last working gamecube controller. I didn't tell derek, figured I'd refrain, knowing full well that he would just rub it in anyways.

 

I've been a little frustrated with Derek recently. Ever since our last clash, I haven't really been on the same page as him, and on top of that, I'm feeling a little emotionally unstable and insecure. I almost cried at work on Tuesday. Our last fight, he was cleaning the room and I was on the computer, playing WoW of course, yay mmo-addiction. I've been leveling a paladin, mostly for him, but also for myself at the same time, but through the entire course of my leveling, since he chose one of the crappiest horde servers in the entire game, I was on my first dungeon since I started the leveling process. I was ecstatic that I actually found a group, and excited in thinking that I would actually finish it that time. He made a remark about a dish I had left on the floor, I told him not to preach to me about my dishes because he has a tendency to leave spoiled milk sitting there, and he unplugged the computer on me. All the hope of my first dungeon was gone in the milisecond that it took for the screen to go black and the tower to power down. And it wasn't so much that I was even angry about WoW, if he had asked me to stop playing, I would have, but he did not. And afterwards, he did not regret it, instead he thought it was funny. He made excuses later, saying that it was because I wasn't even helping him clean. In all fairness, whenever I try to help Derek clean, it frustrates him because he has his own cleaning plans and I tend to get in the way of that, nonetheless, had he asked, of course I would have helped, but he did not. So, this little tiny thing ended in this huge blowout where once again, he turned his back and stopped talking to me. And I had to leave for work...wasn't the best night. He apologized, I said fine, we went to sleep thinking things would be okay, but I feel no better...