Life as we know it is slowing fading away.
I havent written in this for at least a month i think. Ive been pretty busy with work and trying to get some friend time with my bestie. Seeing as we both work different hours (i work days she works nights) we never get to hangout anymore... and she also has to fit in boyfriend time too so its hard to get together. But this weekend we hungout for the whole thing.. it was nice having it be like the old days.
So im getting excited, school is approaching quickly. On tuesday i go to the school and pick my classes and do all the happy stuff. I cant wait. I will meet knew people, and actually have something to do except work. Im getting tired of doing the same thing everyday. I wake up at 5am, work til 2 or 3pm, come home take a shower and do whatever. At least with school ill have a different class everyday or every other day and they get out at different times. I hate doing the same thing everyday. It makes me dread getting older and thats not good.
Another exciting thing that has happened is i found a boy.. who i could potentially date. I know that sounds kinda bad but after josh no guy really looked good. But he looks really nice, and some of my friends say hes sweet. Hes also good looking too. He comes into my work once in awhile. i wish it was more than that but its all good. Sometimes is better then none. My best friend wants to tell him but i think that if she did, he might not come in when im working anymore.. so i told her not too. Whether she listens to me or not is another thing. And seeing as she doesnt listen to anything i say when it comes to guys she probably will eventually. I dont want her to tell him because im not sure if i want to be with a guy. Im independent without one, why get one now.. I was to build my life first. Even though the company and affection would be nice... i dont know.
Oh well im going to get a few things done and then go to bed. Ive got exciting work in the morning. Yall have a good night =]
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