we need to stop
i told
tim we couldn't talk anymore cause
i know hes in love with me and that will never change. and that this wasn't fair for nick. it was a two hour long goodbye on AIM, he cried, talked about killing himself, and swore at me a lot...
i teared up a little but it went away when i realized the relief.
i've never felt more at peace. this has been three years in the making and now i finally told him the 100% truth. i will never feel the same way, ever.
i am in love for the first time in my life. its exciting, frightening, and i can never sleep.
i love nicholaus and never stopped loving him and never will
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its a great feeling to finally break free from the stuff that bothers you. when i got my apartment, and didnt have to lie anymore, i have NEVER been more relieved. I'm proud of you for telling tim the truth, and i couldnt be happier for your awesome relationship with nicholaus rediculous. [i think thats cute that you called him that. lol.]
i'm glad you finally got it out of the way. i'm sure that he'll move past this. it wouldn't have been fair to keep him hanging on. now he can find someone that can love him back. and things with you and nick will just keep getting better.